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朋友的意义

2012-02-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

前一陣子為了幫朋友慶祝比天還大的21歲生日，大夥一起籌錢買份禮物，

這份應該是我送過其中一份最貴的禮物（就連好姐妹都沒收過，那位朋友還真有福啊）,

原以為大家會很開心地答應一起分擔，怎知有些人竟然投訴太貴，

還說 “我跟她又不熟，買個蛋糕一人分幾塊錢不就夠了”，

說這話的還要是男生，

我最討厭計較又吝嗇的男生（這些人怪不得“永遠孤單”），

我當下無言，雖然很生氣但也不想再糾纏下去，

結果剩下的，就只有幾個要好的朋友分擔。

這件事讓我看清，

原來不是每個人都可以當朋友來看待，

有些人，認識久了，過度信賴，

以為關係打好了，反而發現，

這些人真的只能做普通朋友，很普通很普通的普通朋友，

在街上見面也希望大家別認出對方然後擦身而過；

有個朋友告訴我，世界很現實，

過了中學那種很單純的生活後，

她把朋友，同學和同事分得很清楚；

我開始認同，每個人在每個人的心裡都有一個崗位，

我以朋友的身份認識你，你就是我朋友，

我以同學的身份認識你，你也就只是我的同學，

過了界限，只會讓自己再度受傷，

我不想一次又一次地經歷同樣的事情，

是時候好好分清楚了。

更新

2012-01-05T01:51:00.001+08:00

哇已經2012年了我的部落格在一年後終於再次更新了呵呵，每天想著要寫點什麼但就是沒行動過，還真是懶人一個 =.="

這幾天都在整理房間，把舊的東西清掉時，總在回想起以前做過的事去過的地方見過的人，但總是零零落落想不起來，記憶體大部分都是空的，現在上來看看以前寫過的，突然很慶幸我都有記錄下來，雖然有些事我很訝異怎麼一點都沒印象，但至少我的記憶不至於流失，當下有傻笑了幾秒鐘。。。

好啦今年應該勤勞點每個月至少寫個兩句吧，希望我做得到。。。

有幾樣事和想法想記錄下來：

首先，很高興我終於達成一個物質上的願望，買了ipad 2, 每天很幸福地沉迷於遊戲中，感謝老天；

第二，每新的一年的第一天我總是生病，今年也不例外，從考試開始的感冒一直持續陪伴左右，沒好起來還越來越嚴重，所以願望還是希望魔咒破除，不要再病，我要健康地倒數2013年；

第三，家裡發現了白蟻踪跡，希望能儘早剷除掉它們的窩，不然希望爸爸升職加薪後換掉房子，我不要爛掉的家；

第四，20出頭記憶力已經開始衰退，吃東西越來越慢，代謝越來越差，脾氣越來越暴躁，聽覺越來越弱，最重要的是皮膚越來越皺，是時候做做身體檢查，要好好保養，照顧身體了；

最後，我決定好好投資一番，再好好存一筆錢，首要是希望能夠每年旅行至少一次，世界快末日了，該去的地方就去，該吃的就吃，該玩的就玩，該花的就花，剩下的就給妹妹讀書去～

好，寫畢，睡覺去～

围脖

2011-05-14T15:48:00.001+08:00

我的博客已经几个世纪没更新了，

这得谢谢围脖和推特，

每天有的没的开心的伤心的

所有东东都写在这些地方了，

所以如果要更新的话，

把我写的这些全都po上去就对了~

所以咧，我决定把我在围脖里写的，

我觉得应该写进这里的，

都筛选放上来，

分享。

"当人年龄渐长，是不是眼泪也会比较多呢？现在的我只要看到什么感动的戏感动的场面甚至很感触的歌我的眼泪就会不听话～可能经历多了就比较会将心比心吧～我现在看到人家结婚也会感动到哭"

"当批评别人时，请将心比心，自己会的东西又有比别人多多少？会说流利的普通话不代表会写流利的英文文章，会说多国语言不代表会多国的文化，学问需要求，修养更需要有，请在辱骂或批评别人之前先想想自己；试问现代人有多少个懂得分别自信和自大？"

"发现最近很喜欢找回小时候的歌来听，橄榄树小草童年红蜻蜓快乐天堂，这些让我想起很多小时候的回忆，是那些现在不会再有的单纯快乐，很享受回味的滋味，hmm hmm hmm~ 假期就是沉淀心情整理思绪最好的时候~难得的轻松啊~"

"整个假期最惨的两件事：没钱和失眠！"

"终于熬过2010年了，不过2011年对我来说也没啥特别，就不过要再熬多一年，花多一年的钱罢了，没啥开心，没啥伤心，除非钱从天上掉下来咯"

"哇终于看完义海结局篇啦！！每集都在喷泪啊我～光复又哭，非凡哥死又哭，晴晴死又哭，刘醒和九姑娘重逢又哭，这套戏看得很痛苦呐～年度好戏！赞！os: 看完了心有点空虚，失落的心情，接下来的假期不知如何度过"

"以前的我不是眼淺的人，我，到底怎麽了？得憂鬱症了？有人說我長大了成熟了，好像比以前不同了；有人說我有時可以一直講個不停，有時可以靜得話都沒半句；人長大了，煩惱也就多了，自然就會變，變得所謂的成熟了；我不想長大，不想有煩惱，不想每天假裝沒事，不想帶著面具做人"

"無論怎樣，地球還是繼續旋轉，日子還是繼續要過，我還是要長大，還是會有數不完的煩惱，還是要假裝沒事，還是要帶著面具做人，還是會胡思亂想，但，人要活在當下，再憂鬱再痛苦還是要樂觀面對，反正煩惱不是用橡皮擦就能擦掉的，不如就順其自然，過得了就過，過不了，就認命算了吧"

"我很想跟劇組說：去吃大便啦！本來沒那麼火，現在我整把火給撩起來了！拜託，那可是我們的偶像誒！就算再怎樣罵都是人之常情好嗎！你媽給車撞死你也會討回公道啦！難道我就該罵你是瘋子？如果你們肯第一時間把全部責任扛下來誰會罵你們？用腦拜託! "

"有一種偉大叫做：母親！"

好啦就分享到这

明天继续~

看电视去~

first post of 2011

2011-03-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

i have no idea how long has it been since the last update, december of 2011? lol is this the FIRST post of 2011?! omg sorry lar bloggy~

it might due to many reasons why i didnt update: lazy, busy, no inspiration, and the list goes on.. the conclusion is: i just not feeling in the right mood to update >.<

til now i still dunno what to update, post a new entry just to make it looks more "lively" hahaha

so i am going to end here =P

updated

2010-12-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

wahhh i have no idea since when i had not been to this blog??? feel so guilty for my bloggy LOL sorry sorry sorry sorry~~

anyhow i wanna leave some foot prints here so that it would not smell that rusty hahaha~

alright gonna brief a little of my recent life now~ i was super busy for the last few weeks and rushing for assignments day by day til i couldnt get enough sleep and the consequence was my pimples all came bac again!! >.< aikss. kind of frustrated. cant help it. aikss aikss.

ahh forget about my pimples thingy, continue continue: so now its already week 7 for my semester 2 and its gonna end soon!!! so darn happy *coz i can play sims3 late night with no guilty* ^o^

and recently watched two movies: unstoppable and rapunzel. they were super nice! highly recommended by expert yeen! lol. though my movie marathon is not yet ended. there are few more unchecked movies in my list: harry potter 7 part 1(this is a must watch!) and social network and tron. gonna watch them during holiday~ weeee~

~the end~

new template

2010-10-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

changed a new template for my bloggy~ nice yes? hopefully you guys like it~ i have been searching for a nice one for months but all seem like too common or too artistic or too girly, in a nutshell, they do not suit my taste =P

anyhow this is just a temporary one coz according to my friend template should change often so that people do not get bored lol. so i am going to change another new one soon ^.^

Journalism

2010-09-28T21:43:00.012+08:00

gosh i have tons of posts that not yet finish editing due to my laziness, yea yea yea i am super duper lazy, what to do, its a disease that cannot be cured, aikss~ and now i have to susah susah recall my memory back to vomit out the posts undone T.T

since the topic is journalism so i m going to tak malu malu show my JR assignments to you=P please do not laugh although i know they were not as good as the news in Stars and Sin Chew Daily but i m proud that i did improved a lot! i know nothing at the beginning but now i can define what are points of entry, news value, sources, quotes etc etc etc~ they are all at my finger tips LOL plus all the marks given for my assignments were all out of my expectation, i am really proud of myself wei XD

however, the first assignment i've got only two marks =( it was out of my expectation too lol. thanks to my strict lecturer i started to work very hard so that i can wash away the shame of the stupid two marks >.<
and the hard works really paid off, 6 marks given for the edited one ^o^
i luv what ms sharon wrote on my paper: good improvement. hahaha that really made my day~
and this was my second assignment's topic: drug. i had spent one whole day to finish it @@ guess how many marks i got? hehe~
nine marks for this!! lol i can actually get 10 out of 10 if i did not type ONE word wrongly, aikss careless typo mistake~ >.<

ahhh finally finish! weeee~ another post is on the way~

to hebe

2010-09-20T00:45:00.011+08:00

很久没update所以今天来更新更新，

不然nuffnang 就不在这打广告了，

而我就没收入了，我那目前唯一的收入啊~

最近都在考试、叙旧、考试、叙旧里打转，

没时间上网听歌看电视，

不过，

有一位，

就那一位，

我一定每天都把专辑拿出来听，

我不得不大力大力大力推荐，

那就是超级新人 - 田馥甄！

可能很多人没听过这个名字，

其实她就是S.H.E的其中一员- hebe，

这次，她凭着自己本名-田馥甄，

拿着属于自己独特风格的专辑，

以全新的自己，

闯荡这片乐坛~

从未想过在乐坛闯出什么成绩，

只想实现从小爱唱歌的梦想，

这个爱唱歌的女生，

只想，

发一张属于自己的专辑。

上天有好生之德，（这句听起来怪怪的哈哈XD)

她的专辑，

到目前为止，

已经拿下多达15个音乐榜的冠军宝座，

有时真的不得不佩服这位小女子，

怎么可以那么的执着，

那么的坚持，

势必要达成那几乎每个人都曾放弃或遗忘的，

最初的梦想。

我很庆幸，也很高兴，

能拥有这么一个偶像，

一个让我学习，

给我动力前进的偶像，

能成为田馥甄的歌迷，

是我不懂多少辈子修来的福分呐~

最近我耳朵说它们很幸福，

因为有那么多好听的歌，

让它们感动~

我的宝贝- to hebe 专辑。听说很多人说她的专辑很简陋，一点都不华丽没包装。我觉得这就是做音乐的宗旨-简单的外表，充实的内在。有实力的人不管多平凡多丑陋，总有一天也会受别人肯定！

香港有王菲，台湾有田馥甄，

这个乐坛多亏了你，才会有那么好的音乐！

田馥甄加油！

sem break

2010-08-31T23:43:00.004+08:00

erm actually i hav no idea what to write coz i hav too much stuffs to update yet i dont know how to begin!!! >_<

my malacca trip part 2, my exhibition, journalism project and assignments, japanese presentation, movie reviews, daily unusual matters, ahhhh there are soooo much things i wanted to shout out but i m lack of time!!!(which actually means i m lazy LOL)

where should i start and which one should i write 1st? i hav no idea at all la~~ aiksss~

luckily this is my last week for the 1st semester so i will have plenty of time to arrange and update one by one in the following weeks since i guess i will be staying at home most of the time preparing for my finalsss~

alright i dont know what to compose now so i better stop here la~ see you next week bloggy =)

oh ya forgot something: happy 53th birthday Malaysia!!! although i dont like the culture here, the people here, the politics and government here but after all this is the only place i call "home" =) selamat hari merdeka!!!

Travel to Malacca

2010-08-04T13:25:00.014+08:00

its already week 10 in my 1st sem and it should be a very very very very busy week yet i couldnt miss the chance to travel to malacca on last weekends!

we got a promotion price thru my cousin for only 8 bucks per person at a new opening hotel and since it was so damn cheap so my father had no reason to reject. But accident will always happen. When we reached there and checking in at the hotel, the receptionist told us that my mother booked for only 2 twin bedrooms while we hav 5 persons to fit in.

according to the hotel rules, we need to get 1 more room at normal rate which is rm130+ per person. at 1st need to pay for only rm40+ suddenly kena vomit lagi rm150, i can felt that my father that whole day very bu shuang lo. haih, what to do? takkan v go home de ma.. luckily the service not bad la, the receptionist very polite pun, not bad la not bad la~

although it was only a 2D1N trip but it was really fun~ i luv the environment thr, nice and relaxing~ the hotel we stayed was not as classy as 5 star hotel though it was awesome! the room, the service, the facilities, and the simple american-style breakfast were too nice for me~ ahhh how i wish i can stay thr longer~but only with the 8 bucks promotion price la lol~

pictures pictures picturesssss moment~~

here we are malacca~

the hotel we stayed. its small yet nice and cozy~

1st lunch we had thr, a very famous chicken rice shop, q for so long time wei, not nice looking but the taste not bad~

the red house. very near to my hotel.

fancy beca. very different from the one i saw when i was small. a big "beca revolution" lol. tell u what? they even place a radio inside and play hit songs. i can hear "ga~ga wulala" everywhr XD

cliche moment while waiting for the hotel room. aiyo that mashi very spoiling lo~

they hav only two hotels so far. one in singapore n another new one in malacca. they used all IKEA furnitures de wei, so good taste~

my room and my pooh~ so cute la laying thr~ かわいね~

my father's room. simple ocean blue~ very nice lo~

the scary creature i saw at the river side. i think its lizard la. my father said they liv in the river wo, they crawled out to prey for food, yiiiii, very kong bu xia~

another large water lizard swimming in the river. how come so many lizards one, yiakkk~

guess what?

its a HUGE pirate ship~

ahha this is the legendary hero Hang Tuah, looked so alike "犀利哥" XD

greedy family trying to steal away the rusty old chests =.=

omg y my hair looked so fake in this pic one? ugly daooo

cheng ho the great chinese voyager

tak tau apa type punya turtle smiling at me....

while laying the eggs~

the next destination: muzium tentera laut diraja msia. i 4gt to take the pics of captains, all very yeng very leng zai one leh, aikss!!

ahhhh i luv this helicopter! it looked so different when displayed inside a muzium, really yeng daoooo...

ini uncle lee was playing the weapon for a very long time xia lol

and of coz due to my curiousity i went to play it too, and it helped me to kill someone...

my sis!! finally i found a powerful weapon to kill my sis!! ngek ngek ngek ngek~

ok i should be very busy right now and i should stop blogging RIGHT NOW!! goshhh i muz finish translating the japanese presentation script tonight, and then finish my journalism assignment, my journalism project, my intro to ad campaign project, my articles presentation, my ad design packaging, and my eng presentation slides!! arghh so many things to do @@

anyway i ll continue blogging bout my malacca trip next time. more pictures coming soon~ ^o^

unfrozen

2010-07-31T01:31:00.004+08:00

walau i hav no idea how long my blog has been frozen lo, i even couldnt remember my blog link n password XD so sorry la~ i never update my blog ever since i hav a twitter account lo, alright its obviously twitter's fault right =P

i think i should start updating again since semua kawan asking me the same question - y u din update anything on ur blog jo geh? lol again, its twitter's fault ^^

i promise i ll definitely start writing something on my blog again, to not disappointed my "fans" LOL (dreaming n ss there XD)

hmm.. perhaps i should change the layout and maybe all the design~

bloggy~~~~

2009-07-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

gosh my blog was abandoned for months!!! feels so guilty to it, haha.. but since my uni was started i've soooo much things to do, so its unavoidable to left my bloggy behind, sorry la...

anyways, what i am going to do now is to create another blog which i ll post my daily matters and uni stuffs on it while this blog i ll only post things other than those, like friends, gatherings, photos, idols etc.

so this blog i might seldom update any new post la, which means it ll continues its abandoned life, hahaha.. since my uni started, i just felt like wana start a new life and forget everything including friends and teachers, and all stuffs in chs, argh, dont know why i had this feeling, 可能是因为最近身边所有的事物一直不停地变化，包括朋友，家人，学业，环境，搞到我很难去适应，所以想逃避吧。。haih...

anyways, its time for me to say goodbye to my bloggy, for temporary though, it ll update again when there's anything i wana post here....

so long~~ T.T

LOVE LiFE

2009-05-19T13:22:00.008+08:00

我想应该很多人都知道什么是LOVE LiFE 计划吧，这个由黑人和范范发起的公益活动，主要是希望透过患癌病童的真实故事，唤起大家对生命的重视与珍惜。这个计划散播出去后，得到了各界的支持，包括演艺界的A咖：阿妹、陶喆、周董、方文山、蔡康永、蔡依林、桂纶镁、林依晨、小综、小天等都是LOVE LiFE的一份子哦！想知道更多的话，就自己click进去看吧！官网是http://www.ilovelife.com.tw

以下的LOVE LiFE 公益广告短片，希望大家能够抽一点点的时间仔细的观赏，再抽一点点的时间好好的思考，而不是看过再哭几滴眼泪就算了，这可不是我放上来让大家看的原因哦。。

在这短短的90秒CF里，由3位癌末病童的真实生命故事，还有范范与病童-DORA的动人旋律，以及王伟忠的感人口白，来唤醒不懂得珍惜生命的朋友们。短片里最感人的，就是到最后一个生命已走到尽头的病童仍一派轻松的微笑说着：“请你帮我们好好的活着好吗？”

短片里其中一个主角--家彣，还没来得及看见剪辑的成果，就已经先一步离开了人世。她发病的前几个月，才亲眼目睹自己的母亲车祸丧生，没有多久就发现自己罹癌。当时医生判断她只剩2个月的生命，可是她没有放弃并且努力到最后一刻。面对这么多生命中的不幸，她依然保持开朗，最后抗癌将近一年半。

她的故事告诉我们，就算生命只剩下一点点的时间，我们也要热爱生命，好好的活着！所以朋友们，要幸福和坚强的活下去哦！

我是蕙吟， i LOVE LiFE！

『爱你过的生活，过你爱的生活』

Working place

2009-05-16T23:21:00.001+08:00

hehe its time to show you all my working place, i mean, ex-working place, hoho.. but i forgot to take photo on my last day with those cute little kids er, sigh.. really missed them a lot man, miss their laughing, crying, playing and singing... wondering whether they still remember "Ms Lee" or not?? (since they are special kids ma)

this was my office. the table with some "flowers" was my desk and the desk in front of me was my colleague which 2 years younger than me. she is also a fan of anime oh, we both like anime from 宫崎骏, hohoho.. the chair which covered with a brown coat was my another colleague(my boss gf) desk, she was sooooo nice to me and totally different from my boss, she is quite pretty and plays excellent in piano. (She used to perfom piano for Agong oh..)
this is my boss desk. nothing to describe. =.=
see? my desk was soooo near to my boss, thats why i cannot do anything when he was there, he likes to observe what we do during work time. sigh.. soooo much pressure man...
this is standard 4 classroom which is also the largest classroom. i used to sit on the small little chair and mark their books, haha... notice the 2 tables that near the windows? it was specially made for the 2 naughtiest kids in standard 4 so that they wont run here and there but they never sit there during my lesson, lol am i too good?
this is standard 1 classroom. standard 1 students in this school = kindergarten 3 years old. they never listen to people and we never understand what are they talking about, really hard to teach man...
this is standard 2 classroom which is the smallest classroom. really very small, always not enough space for me to run around to catch students, er i mean take them to their seats lol
butterfly classroom = standard 4 classroom. hmm.. i forgot what insect represent standard 2 and 1, if i m not mistaken i think is dragonfly and beetle...
ah ha!! this was the "rotan" i used to beat them coz my ruler was broken when beating them.. its sponge actually, not pain 1, just use to scare them, hahaha...

their timetablethe last day i taught them was thursday which means i got only 1 mathematics lesson in standard 4. (the E represent me)
this is the piano my colleague use to teach them. i seldom enter this room coz they always lock it up to avoid students go inside and play..
hmm.. the one in that picture was my colleague. She received quite a lot of honors and awards for music. envy-nya~~
this is the sofa placed in the piano room. i was curious about this, wondering why they want to buy a sofa since nobody gonna use it wert... hmm.. in my point of view, i think my boss use it to nap lo, coz everytime i saw him went into the room for quite a long time, hmm, sleeping inside there for sure XD
this was the picture i took long long time ago. they are standard 1 students, actually got 10 of them but that day 5 of them were absent. these students are damn rich 1 man, especially the two sitting in front, their parents are very very very sayang them coz they are the only child they have, sayang dao wa beh tahan...

Mama day~

2009-05-11T00:27:00.001+08:00

昨天的母亲节我没买什么礼物给妈咪（因为我妈咪最喜欢的是$$$ ^o^)but 我请了全家人去某 karaoke 唱 K （除了那个睡得像猪的妹妹），我可是从来都没和家人去唱过 K 的咧，这次难得趁着母亲节可以去唱一唱，我那个笨小妹可是兴奋到在前一晚死命傻笑，也难怪啦，她长这么大都没去过 karaoke，好像山巴妹酱，真是服了她。。

好啦，现在我家总动员出动！！即将揭开我全家的真面目！！绝对独家！！呵呵。。

江江江江！！！我老爸的样子终于都曝光啦，哇哈哈，多亏我这个狗仔队女儿啦，呵呵。。他可是很认真地唱着自己的歌喔，不过都是老歌啦，而且都是 Bee Gees 的英文歌，全部都是我没听过的，真的很老哦，哈哈。。不过他也会一些“新歌”啦，他竟然会点张栋梁的黄昏哦，我跟我妈都笑翻了，哈哈哈哈。。。

这些都是我们的午餐啦，不过食物真的“麻麻地”咯，连我家小妹都看不上眼的食物还真的不怎么好吃啦。。（有注意到桌上的麦克风吗？全部都有包一层 tisu , 因为不像某 karaoke 酱有提供包麦克风的套套，所以我们就自己用 tisu 包住，因为怕肮脏，呵呵。。）
这就是我家的 Agong --尊贵的妈咪啦！！嘻嘻。。她点的歌不算老啦，至少我还会唱啦，好像正在唱的这首“姐姐妹妹站起来”，我唱到倒地，哈哈。。没想到有人会点酱的歌，我那天的歌路完全改变，全程笑翻。。
呐，这就是我家笨小妹啦！！她 high 到站在上面唱，好像真的很 enjoy 的说。。。 ^^
这对母女档，呃，应该是美女档，嘻嘻。。还蛮认真投入的嘛。。她们一起唱老歌呢，还是我妈的饮歌--心动，难怪笨小妹会唱啦，我妈每天哼每天哼，搞到连我也会唱，哈哈。。还好我们有共同歌曲（不是共同歌路哦，我没那么老。。），而且那位 auntie 还会蛮多流行歌，好像喜帖街、大哥、你不是真正的快乐还有说好的幸福呢她都会唱，不愧是超 in 的 auntie 啦，佩服佩服。。Orz
哈哈，看到这张照片真的笑死我，你知道他们在唱什么歌吗？是刘家昌和尤雅的合唱曲--在雨中。这首超超超经典老歌是我妈特地点来跟老爸合唱的，因为我爸不大会华语歌，这首应该是他唯一会唱的男女对唱歌吧，看到他们两个唱到那么投入真的笑死我，哇哈哈哈哈。。。 XD
那一天是我有史以来唱最多老歌的一天了，什么朋友、过火、记事本、一人有一个梦想之类的，真是爆笑死。。。晚上我们约阿姨一起吃火锅，她也意思意思送了一个手表给妈咪 as 母亲节礼物，感觉怪怪的，哈哈。。不过一整天都是以笑声度过，还不错啦，只要妈咪开心就好。。难得有一天可以孝顺一下，当然要开开心心的咯。。

最后祝全天下的妈妈们，妈妈节快乐！！！要好好享受生活哦。。也愿天下的子女们，可以好好地孝顺自己的父母，不要等到子欲养而亲不待哦。。。

no more working!!!!!

2009-05-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... i think everyone knows that I had quit my job ba... wahahaha, so happy of me~~~ never feel sooooo free before, I can do whatever I want, I can wake up and eat at anytime I want, I can watch drama and play games and shopping and sleep and day dream whenever I wanted to do so!!!!! wahahaha... (ki siao me~)

I've never regret on my decision lo.. If this is the job I love and would like to do it for my whole life, I wouldnt feel so burdenless now, just like let go of something heavy and suffering me all the time..

Although I was quite enjoyed my teaching la but I really cannot handle office job wei... not suitable for me.. what I can say is 入错行啦！！maybe be a teacher I still got a bit interest la but office lady, 呵呵。。 not my cup of tea.. no freedom no rights, everyday live like robot, like doll, like zombie, like shit!!!!!

I cant stand without my pride...

sorry boss, I know I was not a good employee but at least I was a helpful one right? thanks for letting me learnt so much, I know that actually you are a good guy(always belanja me makan minum), just that your attitude.... ehem ehem la.. sorry for scolding you so much in my blog but I would never do this again since I quit jo, wahaha..

anyway, thanks my boss, thanks my collegues and teachers who always lend me a helpful hand!!! I am gonna miss you guys a lot!!!!

kena tipu!!!

2009-04-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

呼！今天真是倒大霉啦！想不到我聪明一世，也会有给人骗的时候！！真是气死我啦！！！

今天有位老师没来所以我就代替她的位子帮她代课（从早上一直骂骂骂，骂到放工，真是累到。。）所以我从早上就一直在楼上教书，到下午才下来office一下做手头上的job, 没想到就在这个时候我的 collegue 说等下会有位家长要来报名幼儿园，要我准备一下。我当时没多想，反正是 collegue 约见面的，应该是安全的吧。。

当那个家长来到时，我看她手上抱着一个 baby, 旁边又有位看起来好像 form 1 的女儿，so 就觉得 ok 可以让她进来。过后当我交form 给她填时她竟然说抱着 baby 不方便，要我帮她填，我也不以为意帮她填咯，毕竞是 customer 嘛。。

她那时一直说很赶等下要见客叫我们快一点（她说在 old town white coffee 附近新开了间boutique喔，都不知是不是真的。。），我和我的collegue 就有点手忙脚乱帮她处理这个处理那个，我就一直忙着帮她填form，她说她的两个女儿要报名，还有一个是朋友的儿子，我就帮她填资料，她还把IC交给我填，然后又给我手提号码，好像很热忱酱，而且又没有问学费就报名，怎知。。。。。

她填完后说要先回去见客，过后才拿cheque 过来，要我们准备衣服书包之类的，我们就一直说ok, ok, ok 咯。结果她回去后，是有打过一次电话来问价钱，不过问到一半就断线了。我们之后打电话过去就再也打不通了。。 after that 我们就发现我桌子上那个小小个，公司专用的handphone 不见了！！我找了整个office 都找不到，心想不知是不是有人偷走了，可是其他的东西也没有不见啊，我桌上的 camera 没有不见，so 就一直很疑惑到底去了哪里。。

后来过了几个小时我的 collegue 就说可能是刚才那个家长偷走了，我们一直联络不到她，我就吓到一下。。then 赶快去检查那张form, 发现很多疑点：她来时说自己是 ms wong, 可是填的资料是女儿姓 mok, 自己的IC 姓 tham, 哪里有可能咧？还有就是她说她女儿今年3岁，资料却写2004年出生，照理说今年应该5岁了啊，而且她从来没问关于课程啊学费啊那些应该问的问题，我当时真的是气到。。

为什么当时没有注意到咧？不会是被迷傻了吧。。真的很笨咯，酱多疑点酱容易拆穿的诈骗我竟然会上当！！以前看报纸是有讲过有个妇女带着孩子在 puchong 骗过很多间幼儿园，没想到今天竟然骗到我这里来！！真的是气死我！！

不过幸好只给她偷走了很旧的 samxxxx handphone, 其他东西没有不见，我的bag 幸好是放在桌子下面不是椅子上，不然真的是损失惨重！！唉！连酱ciplak 的handphone 也要偷，现在真的是世风日下，世界都不知变到什么样子去了！！

今天老板不在所以也没有责怪，不过明天就不知道咯。。还好我明天 on leave, 不然真的会被 shoot 到。。。如果星期三回去老板还要继续骂的话，herk!!!! 我就跟那个臭笨蛋家长势不两立，有不共戴天之仇！！连我都敢骗！不要再给我看到她！！不然真的会要她的命！！这世上是有因果的！！真的希望苍天保佑她，让她长命百岁，疾病缠身，被孩子背弃，有样学样，把她丢去做乞丐，乞食终老，横死街边！！哇哈哈哈哈。。（不要怀疑，全是我的肺腑之言，皆因我被骗到 sot 了。。。）

在此奉劝各位在幼儿园做工的朋友们，要小心咯，可能下个就轮到你了。。。

Hang out

2009-04-10T22:43:00.006+08:00

sorry for late update~
last Sunday I was hanging out with Mok n SM at IOI Mall, although we were choosing neither MV nor Pyramid but actually quite happy also la coz me really been long long time didn't hang out with my buddies leh, got chance to go out consider very good jo.. ^^

Actually I want to watch "Confession of A Shopaholic" or "The Unborn" but that small cinema doesn't show both of these movies!! what the!!! @#$%^& 难得出来也看不到我要的电影！！！

So no choice 3 of us have to choose either "Knowing" or "Shinjuku Incident" and the final decision is the supernatural thriller movie---> "Knowing" starring Nicholas Cage. At 1st this movie not bad ler, quite scary & curious but at the end quite weird la, don't know why so sudden end like this 1.. weird..

Its talking about the predictions of a little girl for the past 50 years by using numbers. Those numbers are dates, tolls, and coordinates of every major disaster for that 50 years and there will be 3 more disasters which will lead to the end of the world. So the professor-- Nicholas Cage has to save his son from the disaster. But at the end....... he has to face an ultimate sacrifice...

The effect quite good ler, those graphic really amazed me, like I was watching 3D, haha.. but quite scary lar, Mok & me were frightened by the little girl and the scenes leh, haha..

After the movie we went to Daiso Japan in new wing there. Those stuffs quite cheap la but I couldn't found what I want.. Sigh.. After that when we went to eat pizza SM saw her cute little students there and she was trying to say hello to them but I think they were shy to smile back la, yor, soooooo cute man... like japanese ler.. ><

And when we were hanging around the mall Mok saw her students too, za dao.. why everyone so easy to meet their students in shopping mall 1? Very 尴尬ler... Luckily I didn't meet any "special kids" there, if not I really don't know how to respond lol

Below are some photos from the movie:

~Hope to hang out with you guys soon!!!!!~

resign

2009-03-31T12:04:00.002+08:00

yor..... I've been waited for so long, everytime me also scare to say, sooooo useless man.. but last last week fianlly I passed the resignation letter to my senior colleague, she said she couldn't make any decision about this coz since I didn't give 1 month notice as what the contract mentioned, so they have to discuss 1st then only decide whether my resign approved or not..

死啦！！ Me so scare leh, scare they really dont wana let me go ler, haih, and yeah things happened as what I expected.. They really have had a meeting about this and the final decision was---- I must work til the end of April if I want my March salary... T.T

Haiz... Who ask me til now only resign, sure cannot give 1 month notice lor, sure cannot leave in end of March lor... Haiz... Kena scold some more, cannot get my March salary some more, haih... 自己拿来衰的，唉～

But he really scold very teruk man... “你酱子等于是出卖我你知道吗？讲好了做到5月尾的吗，什么意思现在？你签的agreement 当作是废纸是吗？你在欺骗我欺骗公司咧！你酱子拍拍屁股就走人那那些工作怎么办？因为你所以要停在那边啊？讲一句我要读书就可以走啊？如果我是那间学校啊，本来录取你啊，然后在开学前一天跟你讲你不用来啊我们reject你啊，酱你会怎样？是不是会气死？”

“不是讲我贪钱啦，我不在乎这些的！不过我用钱请你回来就是希望你可以帮到公司吗！你觉得我用酱的薪水请你值得吗？RM1200咧！不是小数目你知道吗？连做了很多年的老师都没有你酱高薪啊！我不觉得我给少你咯！你自己想啦！你觉得你值这个价咩？你去外面问问看，刚刚毕业又没有经验的有你酱高薪吗？而且你是 admin but 我给你做的工作都是很简单的咧！是general clerk 做的咧！人家外面请general clerk 也是七八百吧了咧！你自己想啦！我有给少你咩？”

我无言咯，因为我是真的有错啦，who ask me to break the agreement wo, haih... but he really very 贱lo, 咒我进不到大学酱，and he scold 到very over leh, thought i don't know jiang, eh, I am STPM leh, not SPM leh, all my frens ar, at least got 1200 pay 1 leh, where got 800 so little wo, 骗我小孩子不知道啊！1200 only leh, want me work til dead meh? sot de...

“Ms Lee 啊我其实很欣赏你的文笔的，你是可以读书的人来的，不过啊从你做事看啊，你这个人啊，不会做人啊！读酱多书有什么用？这种人做不到大事的我跟你讲。为什么有人啊可以20多30岁就酱有钱做百万生意？为什么有些人穷一辈子？为什么有些人一世都住在taman kinrara？你看我就知道啦，那些跟我同年级的人啊，跟我谈不上两三句的（我的boss 30出头吧了），为什么？因为他们不会做事啦！现在的年轻人就是酱啦！做什么都不用负责任的！做到不爽拍拍屁股就走的！”

wah... he very cruel man, ya la, he really very young and already own a company but he never thought why his employees never stop changing 1 oh, the one who work the longest time was just only 3 months leh, he never thought that its his problem, never 反省 1, 现在还得罪全部住Taman Kinrara 的人咯，住在Taman Kinrara的就是穷人啦？他住Aman Sari 就很有钱啦？自己做到老板就是很geng啦？他还不是因为有一个做院长的妈妈当靠山，ceh, 酱geng搬去tropicana住啦笨！真是的！把人家踩到一文不值！没有想过自己有问题的！

after that he said he I can go whenver I want, “你要走啊现在就可以走的啦，去啦，去收拾你的东西走啦！酱你就不用给我骂了咯！不过我不会给你3月的薪水啊！coz you break the agreement 1st what for I want to give you your salary?" he said he will hold my March salary until I work til the end of April or at least got people take over my job, haih.. what to do? have to work lo...

haih... have to suffer for 1 more month... so regret for not telling them earlier, if not I can leave earlier and get my salary also... haih... 为什么我酱快就面对残酷的社会？我连大学都还没读咧，酱快就给我酱残忍的考验！！我的朋友都做到很爽咧，就算做到很累很闲很辛苦但至少不用对着酱的老板甚至还可以讲不要做就不用做那种，我咧？根本没得选咧，还要做到要生要死那种，唉！！怨叹啊！

update

2009-03-15T00:07:00.005+08:00

i forgot to upload these photos last time so decided to upload today. I think these photos taken on last last sunday ba, that day i went to pyramid shopping with my family..

I promised my aunt that i'll belanja her makan as to celebrate her birthday so we went to a sushi place, i think people who been there before know which place i'm talking about after seeing those photos.. ^^

that lunch spent me more than 100 bucks leh, luckily my dearest mom willing to share half half with me, if not i really pk lor...

dont know why my phone got this pic 1, I think my sis took it when she was trying a cap, dont wana waste it so i upload together.. ^^

this place got provide a computer for us to order food, easy & convenient, just that my mom dont know how to use it XD
this lamp really attracted me, just like kinda "nest lamp", haha..
I was having my Bibimbab in a sushi place ^o^
Now only i realized that my sis was posing the same pose with me LOL

is this the first time my mommy showing her cute face in my blog?? hmm.. have to keep it nicely then.. lol

BOSS=GOD?

2009-03-07T01:18:00.004+08:00

damn no mood today!!! kena shoot again!!!! this time very teruk man, use more than 2 hours to scold me, make me damn fish la~~~ T.T 不管啦！！我的怨恨一定要在blog发泄一下，不然会睡不着！！

真是的！什么都骂！！不是我的错也骂！！自己找不到hard disk cover 关我屁事咩！！明明就摆在自己座位上还要讲我为什么不懂他的东西在哪里, ceh! 我是 admin 咧，不是 secretary 咧, this kinda thing i need to handle also meh!!! like that also can scold!!! what the $#%@!!! when he couldn't found the cover 还讲什么“你到底在做什么的？问你什么都不懂！唉哟！我请你回来是要你帮我不是我帮你的咧！不然公司出粮给你做什么？没听过拿人钱财替人消灾啊？真是气死我！”

搞错！me no experienced 1 leh, 当初我来应征的是老师咧，又不是 admin! 我才19岁咧！请我的时候就知道我没经验啦，你 expect 我给你什么喔？我自问可以做到酱已经很好了咯，从什么都不懂做到现在可以应付琐碎的业务，还是自己学的那种，已经不错了咧！人家做 promoter 都有人指导了才开工的啦，我都没有咧，还讲我什么都不问，哎呀，我问了你不是又回答我“这些东西应该自己去find out 的嘛！” ceh, 酱我问来爽的啊？真是的！

when i said i need to take result on tues ar, he scold me also, said what “为什么我没有收到你的 leave application form 的？没有人跟我讲喔, 还没有 approve 的咧，为什么你酱迟才讲？那天office 没有人啊，你是不是又要重复 cny 那个事件？我不是不给你请假，只是你为什么这么迟才请？你知道什么是养兵千日，用在一时吗？你不是做一两个礼拜了咧...”

当时的我，无言.....

其实我 thursday night 才知道的咯，of coz friday 才 apply 啦，然后我交给 senior approve 了才可以给的嘛，刚好senior 又在忙，当然赶不及pass 上去啦，唉..... he even ask me “must take 1 ar? cannot postpone meh? cannot take on other day ar? do you think now is the right time to take leave? we r getting more & more busy now you know?我已经很好人了咧，外面大公司的你都没看见识过啊，那些老板啊，直接叫你明天不用来上班的咧！我现在是装钱进你口袋啊！做人不能够酱的，公司出钱给你，你就要有所贡献啊，不是要我迁就你而是你来迁就我的吗！”

ok lo, 酱我不是用 lunch time 去咯，我当时是哽咽地在讲咧, 给他骂到差点要哭出来了咯，只差眼泪还没掉下来吧了，他还问我 “你确定 lunch time 够时间咩？而且如果那时刚好有家长来询问怎么办？谁来 handle? ” 唉，给他讲到酱，我还敢去拿咩？真是的，是人都担心自己的 result 的啦，拿成绩好像有错酱，还讲什么“现在是 goverment pay you or i pay you? 你要怪就去怪 goverment 为什么好出不出要在那天才出成绩啦！”

我，又再次，无言......

给他从两点骂骂骂，骂到四点多才放人，害我一大堆东西还没做完，赶到半死，没做完又再被骂，唉！！钱难赚啊！！当全部人都下班后，我一个人坐在 office 独自地哭哭哭哭哭泣.......
(我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭~)

有受委屈的感觉咯，从来都没有人酱对待过我，现在真的觉得社会很现实咯，在外面没有人会撑你，只能自己承受，唉.... 我宁愿给学生气到呕血，气到爆血管都不想给人骂到无地自容.... 妈妈说做到酱不开心，叫我下个礼拜就炒掉老板鱿鱼喔，因为需要 one month notice so next week resign 就 ngam 的啦.... hmm.. 其实院长对我很好的咯，只是我的老板很strict 又 yim jim 吧了，唉！都不懂如何是好.....

要钱还是要自尊呢？

continue update

2009-03-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

now is time to upload another 1-----> a small gathering with ma gang~~~

我真的真的很久都没和我那gang 联络了，很久没见面，很久没聊天，很久没唱K, 很久没逛街，还有很多很久很久没一起做的傻婆事了，想起中六生活，虽然辛苦, 但真的很怀念啊!!! 至少我们是有福同享、有难同当！！怎样都好过现在的生活吧！每天都要受老板气，受学生气，唉.....
不想长大！！！

我们上个拜六在puchong 的一间“老镇咖啡店”里举办了一个小型聚会 (这个聚会还是我提议的呢，多亏我不然大家都不知合时能再见呢 ^o^) 出席的当然就是那几位咯---> ivy, chen chen, adeboey, soo mun, ah mok 还有我。虽然当天下着雨，不过还好每位成员都有出席，连最大牌的梅姐和袁姐也很赏脸地冒着雨来，真是感激不尽啊！！小女在这向你们一鞠躬！！^o^

大家见面时我想应该都很开心吧！至少我是很高兴的啦，大家一坐下就不停地聊，虽然很久没见但还是什么都能聊，八卦、娱乐、政治、时事、社会、近况以及未来的计划，我们都能聊，从晚上7点多聊到差不多10点都还没聊完，可见我们有多久没见啊！要不是怕夜深驾车危险要早回家，我想聊到12点都没问题咧，哈哈.....

虽然这次见面后不知什么时候能再见，不过我想应该很快吧，因为STPM 成绩即将公布，到时我们一定会玩到够本的！！哈哈.... 那天都不知是喜还是忧咯.....

友谊万岁！！！

update update update

2009-03-04T22:19:00.003+08:00

hey yo!!!! my little bloggy!!! sorry for letting u hungry, never feed u accordingly since last year, no wonder look so skinny now, haha.. lol okay la, i promise to feed my bloggy at least once a week, if not it really gonna die soon.. XD

hmm.. let's see what can i write today.... hmm.. i can upload my phooooootos (although lots of photos to upload but i could have save more time to write ^o^)

below are "war trophies" taken on sunday (i forgot which sunday ^^") which that day i went to shopping at IOI Mall, although just shop around a small complex but already very happy coz since working i prefer to rest at home rather than go out ^^

this was the most satisfied thing i had bought, really worth buying, thick & nice, till now i still havent finish reading, some more my S.H.E gt more than 6 pages leh, really syok lo~~~
these 2 stuffs my mommy bought in that BXXX shop, one is for me and another 1 is hers, u know what? these 2 little bottles cost around 100+ leh, sooooo expensive...
these 2 pants i bought in NXCHXX shop, one is slim fit pants another 1 is short pants. these 2 pants also cost more than 100+ leh.. luckily my mommy paid for me if not really pk lol

Makan makan

2009-02-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

sorry for my late update. Its been long long time ago and now only i remember to upload my makan makan photos, sorry my buddies!!!! (and those perak trip 1 ar, i also 4gt neh, pai seh ar ^^, if u guys still want the photos leh, juz go facebook there and tag la, sorry oh.. ^^")

I juz upload only lo, not much description la cuz after working very tired and sleepy neh, photos below were taken on the last day of cny which was Chinese so-called "chap goh mei" (not the 2nd gathering 1 ar, that 1 still in process, sorry again..). We went to teapot house eat steamboat and play mahjong. What a happy day~~

Hohoho.. That day finally i knew how to play mahjong leh, really addicted to it man... Long time didnt touch those little cubes ler since teapot went back to aus, really miss them oh XD
haih.. Suan le ba, play online 1 also quite syok la, hehe..

working place

2009-02-14T13:15:00.001+08:00

hey yo! nothing to update so juz upload this photo and let guys see what is my office look like, i mean, my table.. ^^ this is my working table, quite neat rite? coz this photo i took it long long time ago, now already very messy, coz too many works to do, lots of documents and files on my table til i cant find where is my handphone, haha.. (the pink color little bag in the pic is my handphone)

but i didnt take any photo since that coz really very busy la, everyday lots of works to do, although sounds easy job la, like type complaining letter, prepare document, make calls, fax, write report, do some simple account, etc. bt this kinda things already make me mad leh, u know la, me not professional 1 leh, only a STPM girl(not even got the result yet), nothing inside me 1, except some science thing, but my job not even related to PV=nRT leh!!!!

some more everyday kena shoot by boss, "u have to be more aggressive, dont always want me to ask you then only you do"(no experience ma), "you have to keep everything P&C, not simply give other people our company's address"(what?! address also cannot?!), "i found that you always blur blur 1, what also dont know, if you still cannot improve ar then i better hire other people"(i really dont know ma, want me to pretend what wo=.=)

haiz... 读书难！！赚钱，更难啊！！！everyday stress stress stress!!! although i teach for only 3 hours at noon but i really feel more happier when teaching those "abnormal students", although everyone of them got some mentally problems like ADHD, PDD or autism (i think is kinda psychology terms) but they are really very cute!!! at least better than my boss la....

i really do enjoy teaching, i even have a thought that i want to study something related to education, especially for special education, but that's only thought la, i dont know whether i can handle or not, maybe i ll gone mad after teaching for more than half years, haha.. but i really love them though, they are so cute~~

wah.. at 1st i just want to upload the photo but unconsciously me already wrote so much, haha.. am i complain too much?? lol

mOo MoO yEaR~

2009-02-09T02:49:00.001+08:00

Hey juz change a new layout, is it ok ar? i edit by myself leh, idiot like me also can do this kinda thing really miracle man.. pls leave comment if u think its not nice, i ll try to improve it..

ok time to upload photos, these photos i took during cny at my grandma house, please enjoy~

wah! gambling ar! Ohhhh....XD actualy they were juz learning n playing la, no money 1, dont cal 999 oh.. btw, their expressions were so funny~ (os of everyone: gosh! which 1 should i take out?)
haha.. this is my cousin.. what a BOMB hair~ (can suck money 1 leh.. yeng ar!! XD)
this is me!!! with the little cute cow!! (hebe was holding tis cow too when having a interview for XX newspaper, hehe.. ^^)
this is my cute little cousin~ (cousin: oh no! kena tangkap!! no its not me! i didnt drink the shandy, i juz hold it for someone else, not me not me!! XD)

me again~ with my youngest sis, and her "bear bear" =="
this photo was took on last tues which tat day we need to "拜天公". lots of food leh, my cousin keep asking "can v eat now? can v eat now?" haha.. probably she was too hungry..
ah ha! this 1 is 孔明灯, pink color 1 oh.. gt another red 1 but tat 1 was released to the sky already~ not sempat to take photo.. T.T
I was the 1 who wrote things on this paper lamp, all about money 1, haha.. the red 1 more normal la, what 身体健康，心想事成，合家平安 etc., all nice wish, not like this 1, hehe.. ^^

everyone rush to see the "4D numbers" on the big colok, what we saw was 3331 but my auntie said she saw 6331 so we "抛圣杯" to decide which number to buy, aft tat my auntie 抛4 times圣杯for 6331 so every1 buy 6331 lol.. (as i know this number didnt kena either in magnum or toto lo, i wonder y gt 4 times 圣杯 1?? lol)
my sis n cousin~ i dont know y i upload this photo 1, probably is cause of my cute cousin.. OMG! she was so cute in this photo!! arh!! feel like wana cubit her cute baby face!!! (sorry me act like kinda 变态.. XD)

Hampers~~~

2009-01-25T03:22:00.005+08:00

wah wah wah... Chinese new year is coming, 1 more day to go, hohoho... why am i not dreaming on my bed and what am i goin2 do in this stupid damn cold midnight?? hohoho... of course is 大扫除 la, i need to clean up my messy room and smelly toilet while everyone is sleeping now.. T.T kesian me...

dic doc dic doc~ as time passed by, finally i complete my mission~~phew~

this was the time aft cleaning up---> 3.30am. i feel tired bt doesnt feel like want to sleep though so i come here to show off my hampers, hohoho... actualy those hampers belong to my so-called "company director" daddy~(i duno why his name appeared as "company director" in those hampers' cny card, weird.. XD)

left: kinda “补品” hamper; middle: Amway hamper(gt my favourite ferrero roche^^); right: normal hamper(not much favourite food of mine, juz some biscuits and weird snacks =.=)

my ferrero roche~~~~

saw that little ginseng on the left upper side?? i wonder what should we do to that ginseng.. eat? or keep??? why people want to wrap this into the hamper??
the 4th hamper we receive this year, this 1 is the 1 i like the most, gt lots of my fav~(ferrero roche, pringles, 鱿鱼丝，pudings, etc etc.)this 1 is the last hamper----余仁生hamper (i want the duno wat “补肺汤”, everyday shout like hell, need it to 补一补~ lol)

this is the reason why we don't need to 买年货 since got so many things to eat^^, so today we juz bought drinks and 肉干(“龙记肉干试一试，你一定好钟意~~~” XD)

ok, time to sleep, tmr morning need to rush bac to kampung~~~

~~HaPpY ChiNeSe 牛 yEaR~~

S.H.E

2009-01-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

due to my tiredness and moodless(cuz work til sot jo @_@), I juz upload some photos taken at S.H.E autograph session.

Activity: S.H.E autograph session
Date: 3/1/2009
Time: 8pm (i wait from 4pm.... ><)
Venue: Car park of Sungei Wang
My position: 无可取代会员, 俗称小无（selina 取的哦... ^^)

note: photo source: {jctalks}

HapPy 2009!!!!!

2009-01-01T01:23:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!! 2day is the 1st day of 2009, haPpY n3W y3ar!!!!!!!!!!!!! bt should i be happy or sad?

高兴的事有很多, 但伤心的事也不少... 高兴是因为今天要出席S.H.E 后援会的生日派对+聚会, 这是我第一次出席后援会的活动, 一想到可以和那么多粉丝聊三只的东东就超级兴奋的!!!! 还有还有这个拜六我就可以亲眼看到三只了, 哇哇哇!!!! 超high 的!!! (光想就很兴奋了, 每天都为三只的到来不停乱喊乱叫, 连妹妹都骂我白痴 >..<)

伤心的呢, 就是我到现在都还没找到工作, 已经一月了, 很多公司都请了人, 可是请的都不是我, 悲.... 昨天和阿莫应征了几份工, 全部都要明天才能confirm, 现在只能呆呆地等待了...

还有就是很邪的事情, 我前天病得五颜六色, 昨天本来以为好了, 但睡了午觉后更严重, 头晕到走路都歪歪的, 而且到现在耳朵都还嗡嗡声的, 咳嗽伤风发烧更不用说, 全部都回来和我一起倒数新年; 记得07还是08年时我也是新年前的一天生病, 一年365天都从不生病的我, 偏偏在新年前病一场, 唉! 不知是福还是祸, 是祸躲不过, 真是邪门...

at last, again i wan2 wish every1 happy new year!!! and may the world peace and happy~~^o^ v

update

2008-12-21T23:37:00.001+08:00

是时候 update 一下了, 整理后才发现原来我有很很很多照片都没放上来咧, 要一个一个 upload 还满花时间的, so 我先 upload 一些放了很久的照片, 迟些再把全部都放上来, 以下是我毕业那天拍的照片, 大部分都是经过 edit 的哦(因为画面都拍得很暗), 所以应该不会太难看吧....

首先登场的是咱们家两位哈韩大小姐, wai yeng and ivy, 看得出两位在扮 OL 吗?

看到那个绿色相机吗? 那是 rei chei 的X尼 X album(某本地艺人代言的), 本人超想拥有的说.... ><
我竟然和全班最瘦的 Li Lih 拍照, 怪不得看起来又肥又矮, 晕~

当每个人都忙于拍照时, 有一位静静地坐在一旁翻纪念册, 与世隔绝..... XD
又是这两位在玩自拍(其实大部分的照片都是这两位小姐的, 哈哈...) p/s: 那个麦克风是假的哦, 超逼真咧...
本来是三位小姐的, 不知怎么多了一个傻佬, 还拿着假的麦克风抢镜头, 真是的...

怎么这两位看起来怪怪的啊?
站在右边那位也未免太高了吧! (嫉妒中...)
哇!我们无尾熊式的拥抱看起来多么地甜蜜啊~~~~ XD
哈哈... 不知为什么, 每次我看到这张照片就会狂笑 (其实看久了还满好笑的... ^^)
她们都是我小学的同学哦! 有一位还是小学五年级同班到现在的呢!! 这就是缘分哪!! ^^
我和生物老师, Pn See唯一一张单独的合照 (当我说要拍照时老师毫不犹豫地把手搭在我肩膀, 真是 friendly 到... ) 这是我的化学老师, Pn Wong (她本来被一群学生包围着要拍照, 不过她说答应了我在先所以跟我拍了才和他们拍, 那时的我被冷落在一旁, 老师竟然还记得我, 真的好好哦!!!! ><)
我们全班的男同学就只有那么的六个人, 真是稀有啊!! ^^

这是我们Koperasi Club的老师, Pn Yap Rio; 她人好得不得了, 时常请我们吃东西, 有一次还亲自驾车从学校载我们到她 serdang (serdang 还是 kepong 我忘了, paiseh..)的家BBQ呢..... 过后我和一班死党到pyramid 唱 k看戏, 别看每个人都斯斯文文的, 当唱到high歌时, 个个都超级兴奋咧, 尤其是BigBang 的歌, 大家都唱到好 high 哦, 哈哈...

这是那天看的电影---- High School Musical 3. 毕业嘛, 当然要看和毕业有关的电影啦, 哈哈...

memo

2008-12-12T01:58:00.002+08:00

haha.. i didnt notice that my blog had been abandon for more than 1 month, gosh.. pity bloggy, really sorry~~

i had stay myself away from internet world for more than a month so when i came bac, there is a lot of things i need to check out to update myself a bit so i force to keep my bloggy aside,

actualy i gt a lot of photos that need to upload but i think i dont have much time now so sorry again to my bloggy and to all my blog's readers, so so so sorry...

i ll update as soon as possible when i got free time~~

shopping

2008-10-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

昨天妈妈为了要请阿姨吃午餐所以我们去了midvalley shopping. 我被关了这么久,终于可以重见天日啦,哇哈哈.. 已经超过半年没shopping了叻,难得可以借请吃之名出来透透气,呼!要多吸几口新鲜空气才不枉此逛啊! Hohoho.. 超兴奋的说..

我的鞋子烂掉了, 真是名副其实的踏破天涯啊! 不过多亏了这双烂掉的鞋我才得以有新鞋穿,嘻嘻..

拐着脚走了两个小时的路才买到的鞋子啊!

难得妈妈自掏腰包请我们去DOME吃, 当然要拍下来留念啦..

我阿姨~托她的福我们才能够吃到好料~

我的 Mocha~味道不错一下~
哈哈,我也不知为啥会拍到这位小姐奇怪的表情,我的目标可是那杯诱人的 Ice Chocolate叻..
mushroom soup(某家 XX hut 的mushroom soup 简直没的比^^)and nasi lemak (还满好吃的说~)
creamy seafood linguini
这个... 不知道是什么dory fish的, 口感不错, 入口即化~ 好大的oyster呐, 比汤匙还要大哦! 不过我不是oyster爱好者so觉得ok ok 啦..
吃不完的食物~四个人吃了百五块的食物还要吃不完那种,真是浪费!夭寿啊!(其实真的饱到快要吐了^^)如果我妹有来肯定刚刚好!可惜她没口福,唉! (妹: 眼神充满怨恨中...)
傻婆一号~
傻婆二号~

library day

2008-10-18T22:39:00.004+08:00

went to library on monday~

rainbow~

guess whose legs?? ^^

balik kampung

2008-10-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

went bac to hometown yesterday. photos captured by my sis:

Tagged by hui see

2008-10-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

Instructions:Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions.Then tag 8 people from your list.List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
i think maybe 28 or 29 years old ba.. as long as i hav earn enough money then its ok for me.. ^^
2. Do you smoke?
definitely NO!! i hate SMOKERS!!! grrrrr...
3. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
stylish laptop and casio watch(hebe).
4. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
sleep and play~~~~
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yup, i do believe although i never meet once..
6. How old are you?
actual: 19 body: 90 mind: 9 appearance: 16 (hohoho.... XD)
7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
SHE new album!!!!!!!
8. What is your dream car?
volkswagen!!!
9. Currently into?
chatting..
10. Getting married is going to heaven or grave?
how do i noe? i m not married yet....
11. How many kids do you want?
wah... em.... i think 2 kids ba.. more than 2 ll kill me...
12. Are you in love?
now? nope... oh yes yes yes, i m in luv with my idols~~~~(BB!! SHE!!)
13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
puteri mart.
14. Name the latest book you bought?
harry potter, 平旦漫画 and 月亮城.
15. Do you believe in open book test?
y should i believe?? no...
16. Single or Attached?
single but attached to bb and SHE~~
17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
xiu yun coz i wan2 call her later.. lol..
18. The most exciting place you want to go?
DISNEYLAND!!!!
19. Which quality is more important in a lover. Looks or personality?
obviously is personality la, if the guy is very handsome but is a heavy smoker and alcoholic, would u wan2 be with him??
20. Make 3 wishes?
i. i wish that i could pass my STPM with flying color.
ii. i wish i have a looooot of money to do things i want.
iii. i wish i could have more wishes.. :P

Tagged by ME:
ivy loh
su chen
beatrice
michelle
wai yeng
cha poh
eu yang
si xuan

Tagged by ivy and su chen

2008-10-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions but name the 20 people first...

01. soo mun
02. xiu yun
03. su chen
04. ivy loh
05. adeline
06. korine
07. cha poh
08. keat jing
09. weng yan
10. woon fang
11. michelle (ling ling)
12. wey lok
13. kah kit
14. swee king
15. maple
16. wai yeng
17. cynthia
18. may leng
19. ah thai
20. li feng

1.How did you meet number 18?
em... met in primary school lo, v hav been in the same class since standard 2 leh..
2. What will happen if you have not met number 17?
i dont know wo, maybe i ll not be so active in girl guide ba..
3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?
ha? dont know wo.. they dont know each other leh, 1 is my buddy 1 is my cousin wo..
4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?
they r friends so there's no big deal if they r dated.
5. Describe number 1.
mature, very very tall and very very quiet but once become buddy all of her talkative cells that hide inside her body ll burst out, haha.. oh ya she is also a super super jj fans and became a VIP recently..
6. Do you think number 8 is attractive?
em.. sometimes, haha..
7. Describe number 7.
sometimes sot sot 1 lo( actualy all the time also sot sot 1 XD), very annoying also, always disturb me when i m busy-ing, haha.. btw she is a very close fren of mine, v chat a lot and i always share secrets with her coz that really make me feel better.. hey thx buddy!!^^
8. Do you know any family members of 12?
har? eh.. v met once lo, his eldest bro and younger sis.. oh ya on the report card day saw his mother too..^^
9. What languages do number 15 speak?
alien language, haha.. she usually speak mandarin and cantonese, sometimes eng.
10. Who is number 9 hanging out with?
who else? me la.. lol..
11. How old is number 16 this year?
juz past her 19th bday..
12. Who's number 2 favourite singer?
har? tis q very hard to answer wo.. y not ask me? mine is SHE~~~
13. When is the last time you spoke to number 13?
last friday ba, at our claz gathering----steamboat...
14. Have you ever dated number 4?
ever? aiyo dont know already how many times lo...
15. Would you ever date number 19?
eh.. dont know leh, v r not so close, maybe claz gathering ba..
16. Is number 3 single?
i think so..
17. What is number 10 last name?
wong.
18. Would you be in a relationship with number 11?
v r definitely in a relationship now, she is my buddy... lol..
19. What is the school of number 13?
chs, v r in the same claz.. lol..
20. Where does number 6 stay?
eh? erm.. if i m not mistaken she stay in sri petaling but she is somewhere in england currently..
21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?
haha.. bully her lo.. she is 1 of my best victim.. hohoho..
22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
har? obviously no, v met in msn, i never talk to him face to face..

Tagging: beatrice, wai yeng, cha poh, hui see, michelle.

FM SHE

2008-10-01T22:40:00.006+08:00

due to busy and lazy, i ll not update my blog til STPM is over. so i just upload some photos to show my status quo. sorry for any inconvenience. ^^

StEaMboAt

2008-10-01T22:13:00.006+08:00

U6B gathering----photos

~U6B rox~

our last hope

2008-08-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

lee chong wei lose in men single final le.... haih.. altot got a bit sad and disappointed but quite happy also la cuz msia already long time not even get a mEdAL in olympic oh.... and now lee chong wei, our hERo got a silver medal for msia!!!!! yoohoo!!!! at last our flag can fly in olympic!!!! shuang!!!

i think lee chong wei lost a lot of energy when he play with lee hyunn il and beated him during semifinal, thats why he looked like very tired during final... while lin dan kept lots of energy as all of his competitors very lousy 1, he doesnt need to waste a lot of energy to defeat them, haih.. not fair!!!!

somemore that stupid Dan stil want to play him and make him run here and thr to catch the ball, he even let him fall and then sMaSHeD to win!!! what the hell!!!! 奸到死!!!! hate him la!!!!

i wondered why nobody throw eggs towards him!!!! if me i would have bring a whole box of eggs and then throw to him!!!!!! stupid 1!!! what 超级丹 la!!! 臭鸡蛋就有他份!!! 拽到死!!! 看不爽他的蹿样!!!!!

luckily msia got a silver medal now... we didnt get any medal since 1996, this time finally.... finally the medal come back to us!!!!! yippe!!! happy-nya~~~~ wahaha~~~

家好月圆戏迷见面会

2008-08-17T17:17:00.005+08:00

yoohoo!!!! 今天和 soo mun and her sis 一起去s*mm*t 看家好月圆几位演员, 包括有夏雨, 李司棋, 杨怡和陈豪, 虽然我不是他们任何一个人的粉丝但我是这部戏的超级粉丝哦!! 我可是十分支持这部戏的!! ( 不过我并没有订购 astro on demand la 因为妈妈不给而我又没钱 so 只好上网download lo..)

在等待的过程中主持人和现场的朋友玩游戏送奖品, 我可是十分落力地举手喊叫啊可惜我没有机会赢到什么东西, 唉..... 到了和演员玩游戏时我也是拼了命地又跳又喊希望他们可以注意到我( 因为我很矮怕他们看不到我)可是他们始终都没有" 看上" 我, 唉..... ( 失望中.... T.T)

第一次看到他们还真的觉得他们好像从电视机走出来似的, 感觉没什么不同, 和电视上看到的一模一样只是司棋姐 ( 我很有礼貌吧! XD) 和杨怡比上镜头还漂亮, 一个头发挑染了一个头发绑起来了, 真是" 真人靓过上镜啊", 哈哈....

是照片分享的时候了:

对了, 小插曲一下, 我有件十分愤怒的事情要报告!!! 就是关于 soo mun's car!!! 当我们正要离开时, 赫然发现 soo mun 车的 tayar 被人锁掉了!!! 上面还贴着一张类似 saman 的纸, 上面写到 soo mun 的车 parked 在 clamping zone so 如果要索回车就要去 office 跟那里的人讲!!! 搞.错.!!! 那么多车不锁偏要锁那边的车!!! ( 另外还有两辆 mercedez 也是被锁掉了)

其他 clamping zone 也是有很多车啦又不见他们去锁!!!! 臭鸡蛋!!!! 如果他们锁埋那些那我没话讲, 问题是他们只锁我们那里的, 分明就是要钱的啦!!! 废材他!!!!

过后他还要我们付 RM30 才肯开锁, 有没有搞错!!! 看我们这班 leng mui 就知道我们没钱啦还要跟我们拿酱鬼死多, soo mun 的妹妹就直接跟他说没钱, 他听了之后就走掉了, 我们只好一直站在那里死都不肯走, 看他们要拿我们什么办法..

过后有一个穿黑衣的马来仔( 应该是管理层的还是security 或什么的) 过来" 好言相劝" 然而我们三个都不出声, 我眼睛动也不动地看着他, 死命" 盯" 着他看, 看他要怎么样..... hohoho... ( 这招还不赖...)

幸亏后来不知为什么他们肯开锁放我们走( 可能是拿我们没办法也可能是那个也被锁车的 uncle 帮我们), so 我们就这样离开了那令人讨厌的地方!!!! 喝!!! 我要唱衰他们!!!!!!! 臭鸡蛋臭鸭蛋臭鹅蛋臭鸟蛋臭笨蛋!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 死人头 s*mm*t management!!!!!! 酱鬼死烂的地方还要锁人家车!!!! 他妈的!!!! 改次不要再 park 那边了啦!!!!!! 气死人!!!!!! 烂地方!!!!! >....<

beijing olympic opening ceremony

2008-08-16T00:35:00.010+08:00

北京奥运开幕典礼照片分享:

p/s: those pics i gt from SHE blog so dont be curious why got their faces showed up in "some" photos^^, pls enjoy~ (notice: SHE r damn cute~)

FRIM

2008-08-09T12:28:00.008+08:00

yo time to update my blog!! sorry my fren for waited so long, i ll upload those photos that v took last sunday now~~~ sorry oh wai yeng~~~

last sunday, 3/8/2008:

i went to FRIM, kepong with my frens last sunday because v heard that namiko, the exchange student who stayed at wey lok's house like natural thing so wey lok decided to take her to FRIM and he ajak us to go along.. at 1st i thought v r going to cycling or jogging at there but when v arrive there that fatty wey lok said they r going to go waterfall, i didnt bring any extra clothes so obviously cant play water la but i stil follow them to waterfall, thought can take some photos there but who knows? that waterfall is located high up in the mountain!! what the hell, i need to cLiMb again like what v did in taman negara, my god, so regret..... 早知道呆在家睡觉啦......

this was the shot when v were on the way to the high high waterfall, the last person is ivy, u know what? she dressed like going to sHOppINg and she was not even wear a pair of sport shoes!! luckily wai yeng brought an extra shirt if not no doubt she ll looks funny.. XD

soo mun curi curi took this shot when v were not awared right? 4got why were me n ivy laughing at that time.. what so funny ar?
start to hike again after rest, tired~~~~~ 4got to bring tissue n towel somemore, haih...
soo mun was very slow when v were hiking, she kept asking"r v reached yet?" "stil gt how far?" "why so far 1? yorrr... i shouldnt cum...." haha.... the tallest among us was the weakest too.. but when v were going down she was the fastest 1, lol..
when v reached the top of the hill, v cant find any waterfall there(argh! kena tipu!! ><), what came into sight was the flying fox, at 1st v were not allowed to pass through the flying fox cuz v dunno the counter is located down hill so no passing fee no entrance.. luckily the worker there allowed us to pass through since v r 1st timer if not i ll be totally regret...

the 1st round~~ this flying fox was not as scary as the taman negara 1 cuz quite narrow and not too high.. c, i stil can turned bac and smile~~ ^^
the 2nd platform~ this platfrom allowed us to hav a view on damansara(izit damansara or part of selangor? 4got already.. hehe..^^)
wah.... isnt this aMAzINg? cant feel anything if just hav a look on this photo, when i was standing up thr the feeling was sooooo good!! not regret anymore, haha..
after enjoying the view v took photo with namiko, soooo cute of her using a hello kitty towel...
Ee ping and wey lok's sis joined us in the 2nd shot....
after that time to go bac.. going to another platform..

the last pic on flying fox before going bac.. say cHeeSe~~~
finally v r going to go back.. (not walk bac to home oh, dont mistaken my words, is walk bac to the parking side... ^^)

on the way back, v found some large leaves that v saw last time in taman negara, according to the tourist in taman negara, they said that the leaf can make a"pak" sound if clap on it, usually ppl who lost in forest use it to let ppl found them)

does it looked like every1 is "big walking"?? haha.. v r qualified to participate in malay mail big walk..
this tree is quite unique(for me la) cuz the skin of this tree looked like pattern of soldier... nah.. hav a closer look on tis tree.. is it looked like the pattern on uniform of a soldier?
after the hike, time to hav some food!! hungrynya.. what surprised me was wey lok them brought sPaGhEttI for us to eat, quite funny, looked like v were really having picnic, ( & not many ppl ll bring spaghetti for picnic ba..) lol..
eating in soo mun's car... (2 models in XXX brand spaghetti's advertisement: hmmm.... wat a delicious spaghetti!! XXXbrand spaghetti, good!!) XD
shot when namiko eating her spaghetti.. she looked sooo skinny, should hav eat more...

before v going to go home, an incident happened, when v went to took photo, ivy thought that v might take photo at a far far place from the car so she locked the car's door, actualy i dont think any1 is going to steal the car la so i put my hp on the car seat(obviously i dont think v should lock the car..) but since ivy locked it already so i didnt care too much la..

aft taking photo, when v going to soo mun's car only v noticed that the car key was placing inside the car!!!! shit!! what r v going to do?? soo mun didnt want to go home to take another key cuz she scared her mom ll scold her so wey lok n his bro helped to unlocked the car..

aft trying for 20 minutes, luckily they used the hanger which hung on their car to unlocked it and finally, the car's door was successfully open!!!! thank god.. if there was no guys there definitely v cant go home... thanks to wey lok and his bro!!!

~~the end~~

notice notice

2008-08-07T14:39:00.004+08:00

i cannot on9 so often now (due 2 tat stupid report card day!!!! ggrrrrrr..........) so i cant update my blog as usual, sorry for any inconvenience.... ^^ maybe i can only on9 on sat or sun so i ll try to clean up my dusty blog during weekend....

haih.... this is the only place for me to release my stress and shout out my feeling bt now this only place already in the progress of "FrOzeN"....... haih.... my mom wan me to study hard in these 3 months, she even kept the broadband away to avoid us to on9( i curi curi on9 2day cause i think she 4gt to take out the broadband before she went to work, lucky day~~ ^^) n she keep reminds me what pn see said about me on the report card day again n again.... argh!!!!!!!!!! so annoying!!!!! grrrrrrrr... T.T

so now, i gotta say "bye bye to my lovely blog" and "hello to my thicky text book"~~~ @...@

"charcoal" fountain

2008-07-25T23:15:00.008+08:00

due to my lazyness, and also of busy studying, i just only upload those pics that v took last sat, haven add any comment and caption yet, i ll update as possible as i could, sorry for any inconvenience.. (just simply guess what the pics trying to show about la, i already arrange nicely~~)

JOurNey To tHe CeNtRe of thE eArtH

2008-07-12T03:44:00.004+08:00

^this was the movie i went to watch yesterday with ivy and mok them. nice movies, but we chose to watch [2D] cause [3D] is more expensive(2D RM7 for student price; 3D RM17) and we dont know whether [3D] gt student price anot somemore at that time there's not many movies which showed btw 2pm and 3pm so our only choice is to watch this..

but after finish watching the movie, we all thought the same thing that we should watch [3D], its really adventurous and the effects were so good, looked so real and creative!! what ll it be if we watch [3D]?? aiks aiks.. next time if we going to watch this kind of movies we must choose to watch [3D]... hmm...

after the movie we went to eat cakes in secret recipe as we owe soo mun a bday cake. the service was not good=bad, the malay servant's attitude really annoyed my friends.. soooooo unfriendly... we wait n wait for so long to gt our orders, its a bit too long maybe, as you noe order a cake doesnt need to wait wert, it doesnt need to cook or what.. grrr.. not that i want to critic malays(i m not racist!! bt i dont like malays though..) bt those malays really.................. need to improve their attitudes and manners lo.. haih..

oh ya there was a small incident happened when we going to go home.. hehe.. we saw a mortal n i think she noticed us too.. we were walking on the ground floor and she was on the 1st floor, when my fren looked up she saw the mortal looking down too, my god.. then mok n sm walked so quickly while me n ivy walked even slower to hope that she didnt noticed us, bt we act so funny and weird i think she did noticed us and maybe guessing who is her angel at that time, now she knew, only 3 to guess, easy-bitsy, maybe next week she ll know who is the real angel, haha..

anyway, at last we all able to hang out once!! yippe!! although didnt cheong k but its enough for me, at least we did enjoyed the movie n cakes!!

this was my "white chocolate macadamia", looked nice though i cannot finish it.. luckily mok n soo mun helped me to eat it~~

the upper 1 was soo mun's cake (a PIECE of belated bday cake XD) while below it was ivy's "chocolate banana cake".. looked delicious too~~~~ mok was enjoying her "raspberry cake"(izit raspberry?? sorry i 4gt already, hehe..) 這可是偷拍的哦，不然怎么拍到她呀？mok又被PO上網咯，哇哈哈。。
actualy i can upload another 2 more funny photos other than this bt since this 2 ppl dun want to show their "ugly eating" look so... this is the only 1 lo.. wakaka..
this is chen chen~ sorry la chen i stil dcide to show ur pretty face in my blog.. c, not bad wert, very good-looking mar~~ ^^
finally.... its me!!!! say cheeseeeeeeee........cake!!!

p/s: phew!!! finally i uploaded those photos..... 抱歉讓你們久等了.... lazzzzzzy me~~~~

追星

2008-07-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

上个星期六我和一班死党去了一个我一年四季都不会去的地方－the summit, usj. 目的就是为了展开追星行动！也就是要看leng zai---郑元畅&唐禹哲,他们这次是为了宣传「恶作剧2吻」而来，虽然我还没看完这部偶像剧不过我也想去看看他们有多帅啊... ^^ 我是去看帅帅的元畅而ivy是去看帅帅的禹哲，soo mun & mok 也有去，我可是第一次和mok & soo mun 一起追星leh... 讲到mok, 真是笑死我，表面上看起来好像不是很愿意去，说什么很累啦，又读不完书啦，可.是.啊，到了现场，竟然比我还要兴奋，high 到和ivy一起站在椅子上喊，真是的，口是心非，看到leng zai 还不是一样失控，ceh..... XD

第一次看到郑元畅本人还真是帅到爆，真的真的超超超帅的说，简直电晕了，哈哈... 他真的很高耶，不过唐禹哲也不矮，只不过站在元畅旁边就显得矮了一点，当然啦，元畅身高可是188cm 耶，我看禹哲应该是178+吧，两位真的是又高又帅，难怪有那么多粉丝，从3岁到80岁都有，大小通吃，哈哈.... 真的没骗人哦，我真的看到一个看起来至少有70岁的婆婆竟然搬了一张椅子和那班疯狂的粉丝一起站上去看leh, 真是吓死我了.... 想不到他们有酱geng的吸引力, 连阿婆也被迷倒... XD

元畅&禹哲还没来时粉丝们都在玩游戏，而被抽到的超级幸运儿不但有机会和两位帅哥合照，过后那两位帅哥还对每个幸运儿来个大拥抱呢！！真是羡慕死了！！真想也给他们抱一抱..... (幻想中.... XD)
郑元畅真是帅呆了！！！直树！！！！(ivy: 禹哲！！！！！)
原本可以拍到帅帅的元畅&禹哲但那六粒讨人厌的spot light 挡住了禹哲，真是的，干嘛摆在那边啊，haiyo.... >.< (ivy: 是咯是咯.....)

这几张都有点朦，真是不好意思，由于本小姐是个电子产品白痴，在加上缺乏技术，so 不会用camera, 拍到的照片十张里有八张都是这种烂照片...... 失败.... (有谁可以教教我啊？T.T)

中间拿着love shape 东东的那位，看她眼睛停在元畅身上动也不动的，口水流满地酱，羡煞死人.... 当然啦，如果我也可以那么近的看着元畅我不只口水流满地，简直就晕倒啦.... 哈哈...

拍到朦朦的禹哲... （看到元畅吗？就在最旁边比胜利手势的那一位.... lol...）

由于元畅的生日是在6月19号，so 粉丝们准备了一个蛋糕庆祝他的belated bday, 但元畅说切过生日蛋糕的人应该要给下一个生日的人切（他说这是台湾的习俗）so 后来这个任务就交给了他的buddy－禹哲来切啦因为听说禹哲的生日也是要到了....
他俩的头又再次被挡了，真是气死我..... >=(
奇怪，这是蛋糕吗？怎么左看右看都比较像大嘴唇啊？好K型哦....

这是我站的地方，下面是楼梯哦，我竟然大胆到搬了某家restoran的椅子来站(而且还穿着高跟鞋哦...)，为的就是可以看到那两位帅哥咯，谁叫我不够soo mun 酱高，看不到台上，唉.... (but soo mun 也有站在椅子上看leh, haha.. )
这是比较后面的地方，由于开始签名了而我刚才站的地方又看不到元畅so就跟大队来到这边看lo.. 那两位工作人员挡住了我的视线，我看不到元畅了.... 不过后来啊，禹哲有转过来跟我们say hi 哦，超兴奋的，不过没mok & ivy 酱兴奋啦....
猜猜这两位是谁？哈哈... 不就是疯狂的那两位咯.. 为什么我会拍到酱leh?原因就是她们都站在椅子上看，而且又不给我拍，so 我只拍到后面咯，笑死..... (抱歉啊两位，你们的“背影”在我的blog出现，嘻嘻....)
这时已经签完名了，主持人访问了一下后他们俩就和幸运儿们拍照，羡慕nya....

最后，他们俩就坐旅游车走人了，而我们的追星行动也告一段落了.... 我要谢谢各界人士给予的帮助，尤其是soo mun, 提供了transport，让我们的行动进行得十分顺利！还有我的阿姨，提供了住宿给我，好让我不用“山长水远”地回家，谢谢各位！！arrigato gozaimasu!!

i m bac!

2008-06-28T02:57:00.002+08:00

wah..... its been very long time didnt on9 le(actualy 1 week only..), miss my blog soooooo much!!! my lovely blog~~ muacksssss!!!!! i m bac!!!!!

2day my fren gav her mortal a BIG gift, yerrrr.... all r my favourite leh, she was sooooo good, i didnt giv my mortal anything, only some sweets though.. yerr.... bu shuang, her mortal so 幸福, i also want~~>.<>

tomorrow i m going 2 Submit!!! joe 郑元畅 ll go there for autography session i think.. finally i can see his real person le!!!! he is sooooooo hAnDSOmE!!!! argh!!!! happy-nya~~^^ hope to see him closely, then take lots of photos, then let my aunt c, wakaka.... cant wait for tomorrow~~~

angry + happy

2008-06-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

i hate to attend any activity on saturday, why should v suffer like this? because of this stupid camp i had to change all my planning on sat, i had to attend lots of tuitions on weekdays(usually on sat) and i have to go cha poh's house late and with tiring body... what the hack!!! realy bu shuang..... >.<

that stubborn teacher was not asking us to go but forcing!!! how can she force us to do things v dont like???!!!! what leadership camp? duh? v r already upper six and now only need "leadership"? what kind of leadership can v learn? she know that v r busy preparing our exam or not? how cum she stil want us to go? if v gt reasons not to go she ll "blah blah blah lots of stuff", hey cum on! this is our rights not to go isnt it? maybe some parents are not allow or maybe some really got important things to do ma, why must us compulsary to go? damn!!!

hate to wake up soooooo early on sat, its my slEEpiNg day leh..... hate!!!!! i have to do all my hw before sat cause its no time for me to do after that, lagi hAtE!!!! my eyes bengkak somemore stil cannot sleep well, hAtE hAtE hAtE!!!!! hate Yxx!!!!!

phew... now my 气顺a bit jo~~~~^^

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tomorrow i ll go cha poh's house stay overnight 玩通宵, yoohoo!!! really long time didnt gather and play dao sot since cha poh went to Australia.. haiz.. bt now she was back!! so v must take this chance to stay at her house again and play til midnight!!! wahaha.. i want to see how is cha poh looks like now?? heard weng yan said she fat liao wor, wakaka.. fat teapot~~

cant wait for tomorrow~~hope v can hav fun~~

bad day

2008-06-14T18:04:00.001+08:00

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! unbelievable!!!!! i failed my chemistry paper!!!!!!! my hp hang gei somemore, virus attack!!! argh!!!!!!!! gonna die...... x.x

"我的天空今天有点灰，我的心是个落叶的季节～
我不知道如何度过今夜，所有的灯早已经全都熄灭～～" (555555.......T.T)

i confess that i didnt work so hard for chem but i did study a lot, i thought maybe i could gt at least a pass bt now not even pass!! my god...... how could i able to face my mom? argh..... wana cry when i gt my paper back, my mood damnly down...... how can i sit for stpm with stupid result like this?? sure cannot gt even a B, damn!!

must study really really hard for next time, i cannot take risk to fail anymore, everytime i told myself to study hard bt i never do so and aft that i find lots of excuses for myself... "because u sick ma", "because u dont have enough time to study ma", "because teacher didnt teach well ma" etc etc. oh come on, i know exactly why i did so bad, its all my fault!! i didnt study well and its the only reason why i gt bad result like this!!! ppl told me play hard study also hard bt i play harder than study!!! gosh......@~@

i dont want to feel regret anymore, i dont want to waste my time anymore and i dont want to feel sorry for my parents and teachers anymore!!! STUDY!!!!!!! WORK HARD!!!!!!! AIM FOR A IN STPM!!!!! Fighting Fighting Fighting!!! (bersemangat again~~)

gonna study reproduction now~~~~

exam

2008-06-08T02:38:00.003+08:00

argh!!!!! this time i m going to die!!!! my exam is on next monday and i m stil on9-ing here, shouldnt i suppose to stay in my bedroom and study now???? what m i doing??? arghhhh!!!!!!!

feel no mood to study arrrrr, everytime also cannot finish studies, althought sometimes do finish but the result stil so bad... feeling dissappointed.. why my life surrounded with nonstop exam?? why should i study? what is the purpose i study for? is the exam really so important for me? if the next day i m going to die ll i stil care for those stupid exams?? argh~~~~

feel guity everyday, two weeks of holidays had passed and i did nOThINg!! everyday live like a pig, sleep for hours watch tv for hours on9 for hours eat for hours and one day passed, without doing AnYThiNG....

knew what is my problem(lAzYnESS~~) but didnt try to fix it though... thinking of give up for exam, just fail it larr, so what? nothing affect wert, just gt some scolding ba ler ma.. argh!!! when did i become so neGAtiVE?? what m i going to do????? cry for help~~~~T.T

"i try to make it happen

try to make it alright

i know i make mistakes

i'm living life day to day

it's never really easy but its ok~"

go to dig my bio now~~~ @_@(wake up wake up on a saturday nite~~~~~~~)

Bookfest

2008-05-31T17:30:00.002+08:00

due to my frenz busyness(busy with playing sleeping n tv-ing ==")so i went to bookfest--------alone. This was my 1st time to take LRT from pasar seni n 1st time to take LRT alOne.. (lonely~~ i m mr lonely~~~) ll i feel happy or excited???? gosh, of course scARe n pANic la!!! summore this time have to go KL leh, i was a terribly terribly "road-blind"(路痴), sure dont know how to go home from KLCC, haih.. LUCKILY i found a person who willing to guide me there cause he wanted to go bookfest too.. thank god.. bt what i bu shuang was that stupid MOK!! dont want to accompany me 就算了啦, 还要kept iNsuLTinG me, har!!!! stupid idiot stubborn MOK!!!!!!!

when i reached KLCC, i heard lots of screaming, then i heard some1 said in cantonese "你们好吗？我们大家都是朋友啊！我爱你们啊！"(or something like that), i recognised that voice, that is 1 of fahrenheit members---汪东城, no wonder so many ppl la, yuan lai fahrenheit was there, dont know gt photography session or what.. they really gt LOTS of fans leh, soooooo crOWdeD there..

the same thing happened in bOOKfeSt too.. sooooo many parents with their kids there.. i walked and walked til 5sumthing, the things i bought not much, two books and some stationaries.. actualy i gt lots of books wanted to buy bt i think those books not cheap enough cause i heard chen chen said there is a bookstore selling books quite chEAp so i decide to buy at that bookstore, hehe..

when i decide to leave since there was nothing to c n buy, then i heard a DJ said later gary ll come, huh? gary? i never c him before(i mean his real person), so i stand there and wait for him.. that time i was soooooooo hungry, haven eat anything since morning, bt because wanted to c gary, i.......(actualy i m not his fans la, juz cuRIoUs oni..^^)

at last i saw his real person, not so ugly wert, quite yEnG wor, haha... but he didnt sing any song, just promote his concert and said something and then leave cause he had to rush to pavilion there sign ticket or dont know what stuff(4got).. haih.. just a few minutes only.. and because of these few minutes my gastric successfully attacked me!!! x....x gosh... had to find a restoran sit down and eat 1st then only go home....

p/s: i didnt lost in KLCC, i went home all by myself!!!! yippe!!! mission to go home complete!!^^

the left 1 is liquid lo, and the right 1 no need to describe ba, both items RM3 each, sooooo cheap, only use 6 bucks oh.....

this 1 actualy is children's storybook, but i like to read, hehe.. quite meaningful..

gt signature from the writer oh.. she wrote my sis name on it cause i shy to giv her my name..XD

this 1 quite popular in msia, funny comic, my 1st book of "ping dan" oh, never buy his comic b4.. finally bought it, shuang~~~

gt the writer's signature too, thats why i bought these two books, hehe.. and the time when i bought this comic there were not much ppl around, so he signed quite well, lucky oh..^^

MUET

2008-05-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

MUET----Malaysia University English Test(i think) is a NIGHTMARE for me!!!!! i was taking this test yesterday, so panic so nervous so scare!!! even had a terribly horribly dream aft the test..(i dreamt that i have missed my MUET speaking test n gt a failed marks, arghhhhh....>.<)

i m already not good in writing eng essay and now even want me to speak in eng, OMG..... this is a BIG disaster for me, so, to handle this terrible thing, i had have a practice with soo mun n mok on the day before the test, the practice was sooooo terrible, i think i m only able to get band 3, how can i going to speak well with this cacat eng??? this time really really die...

on the MUET day, i was soooooo nervous as our group was the last group to present, as you all know, the last group always receive bad comments.. haih.. while waiting in the waiting room(i had been waiting from 10sumthing til 1.30pm!! waited for so long..), i called chen chen n ask her bout tips to pass(no cheat at all as our topic werent the same) n soo mun also called me ask bout the situation here, v chat n chat til ivy's group came bac, oh no.... its our turn!!!! its time............ to die.....

when v get into the classroom, the atmosphere was sooooo weird, too quiet and boring, it maked me felt more panic and heart beated so fast til kenot breath, arghhhhh... help me... i was sooooo scare man, my hand kept shaking n i kenot hold the pencil tightly, damn malu... i tried to calm down as i saw leng jie n li lih wrote lots of points, so i tried to concentrate n think what point i hav n what point can i use to speak individually later(v gt task A which hav to present individually n task B which present in a group)....

dik dok dik dok.... time passed by~~~~~

finally, i finished my task A, it was terribly lousy, i kept ergh ergh ergh, although gt shout out some points but i think i kenot get well in this task, haih.. luckily i was given chance to speak a lot in task B as may xian kept asking me some weird weird questions(for eg, she asked me y i thought my opinion is right but actualy i was agree with li lih's opinion XD) n leng jie kept argue with me cause i was disagree with her opinion, she looked so confident and it maked me felt lik i have to fight bac, that situation really felt like i was debating, haha..

then aft the conclusion, ms yong yong moi said may xian looked like "dai go"(大哥)cause she kept asking ppl "what do u think" or "what u mean by" n seldom gave opinion, ms leela said she was "tok lalang", dont hav own ideas, haha.. anyway, teacher said v r the most interactions group cause v really spoke like in a discussion and did quite ok.. ms yong moi moi also applaud li lih that she elaborated the points quite well as she gt adding "firstly, secondly, besides that......" and leng jie too looked so confident n spoke so loudly, even v all convinced by her n finally agreed with her opinion(actualy at start v all already decide to agree with her, haha..)

lastly, this burden finally can threw away and i wan2 thank to all my group members----may xian, leng jie n li lih, thanks for being my dearest group members!! arigato gozaimasu!! now i have to face another disaster-----bio n math exam!!!! haih.. stress stress stress.....X.X

Silence dead

2008-05-19T04:10:00.005+08:00

China 7.8 magnitud earthquake took thousands of lives.. This song {承诺}written by Andy Lau dedicated to those victims and hope they can overcome this disaster and stand up again! God bless..

nature disaster

2008-05-19T03:38:00.001+08:00

每一天翻开报纸，尽入眼帘的都是惨不忍睹的照片，不是父母失去了孩子哭得肝肠寸断，就是孩童成了孤儿茫然无助；每一天扭开电视，所看到的都是一幕接一幕的死亡画面，不是汶川死了多少人，就是成都活埋了多少孩童；到底这悲剧还要持续多久人们才会反省呢？到底还要牺牲多少无辜的生命人们才懂得珍惜及爱护呢？

最近这几天心情超级低落，每天翻开报纸都很想哭，看到许多因为四川大地震而丧失亲人及家园的同胞们有种说不出的难过，真的很想为他们做些什么，但又不能够为他们做些什么，感觉很无助，很难过。。

小时候看到这种新闻不会觉得有多难过，毕竟不是亲身经历，长大后再看到这种新闻，情绪却有很大的波动，心里真的很难受，突然会觉得大自然的力量太大，而人类却显得极渺小，真的很害怕老了再看到这种新闻时有的不是伤心和愤怒，而是麻木和心冷。。很害怕这悲剧会不断地重演，而人们还不知悔改，继续伤害我们的下一代，伤害我们的地球。。

这次的地震夺走了无数的生命，而大部分都是仍在学校里求学的孩童们，许多父母就在一瞬间失去了自己唯一的孩子，那种割心之痛真的比死还要痛苦啊！还有那些活命逃出来的人看着自己的同伴们都被埋在地底下，自己又帮不了救不了，眼睁睁地看着他们一个一个离去，真的会撕心裂肺！生命的脆弱，命运的残酷，往往就是我们不能逃避的现实。。

所幸的是，这世界还有许多愿意为爱付出的人，刚才在电视上看到一个接一个的赈灾活动，一群接一群的慈善人士，一批接一批的慈善捐款，让人感觉到天地虽无情，人间还温暖。据说现在的筹款数目已达到六十亿人民币以上了，真的很了不起，尤其是艺人，由他们带动的媒体力量可不小呢，真的非常感动，报导还说JJ捐了23万叻，soo mun 有没有为自己的偶像感到很骄傲叻，哈哈。。

我们除了要感谢媒体和善心人士外，还要向那些在灾区里拼了命救人的救援队伍致敬，他们不顾生命危险，不怕余震，不怕臭味，不惧疲劳，不分昼夜地救人，“放弃”在他们的字典里从不曾出现过，只要有一线希望，他们就会坚持到底，把每一个人从废墟里救出来，在此小妹向英雄们致以最崇高的敬意！！ HORMAT！！！

以下是《把爱传出去晚会》里华研艺人大合唱《祈祷》的片段，声音可能有点小，所以请把声量调大，paiseh paiseh..

First time

2008-05-18T01:10:00.003+08:00

Due to my lazyness, i juz draftly wrote down my everyday as to remind me of what had happened in this few days.. I had went through lots of "first time" in my lifetime since i was 18th, quite happy bout that..^^

1) 17th of april, 2008 - my FIRST time to disect rat, quite scared n nervous, thank god eveything went smoothly, but it doesnt help for my 2nd time, stil scared n nervous, haha..

2) 9th of may, 2008 - my FIRST time to donate blood, scared n nervous plus excited.. when i let the doctor check for my details n blood pressure, he ask me sooo many things, ask whether i gt eat breakfast or not la, ask me when was my last time attacked by asthma la, ask me gt went into hospital or not la, blah blah blah, then aft checking blood pressure(quite low leh, 110/70, is there any1 can tel me how to check low or not ar??), another nurse check for my blood type, yuan lai i m O type 1, same with mrs Lee, no doubt that i m anak kandung of mrs Lee, hehe.. aft 15-20 minutes, finally i had done my mission---my 250ml of blood was donated out!! yippe!!

at 1st eveything went quite smoothly(except for my blood flow toooooo slow, use quite a long time pump 250ml blood out, haih), i was having my milo for energizer, then i went to toilet n bad things happen... aft i finish my bussiness, the moment when i was going to open the door, everything went dark n i ------ fainted... @_@ then dont know already passed how long i woke up n realised that i fainted for FIRST time in school toilet, haih.. luckily didnt hurt or what, if not realy die~~

till now i didnt told my mom, scared to scare her, she doesnt allow me to donate blood n now i fainted because of this, so really dont know how to tell her, should i tell her?? or juz keep quiet?? haih.. this is not my first time to faint, everytime when i faint sure gt ppl bside me so even if i din told my mom sure she ll know from other ppl, i dont want her to worry bout me, i want to show that i can take care of myself, i m not so weak.. anyway, quite happy to donate blood, feel so gud to help others.. i want to donate for 2nd time cause can get a free anti-hepatitis B injection.. ^^

3) 13th of may, 2008 - my FIRST time went to parlimen of msia. This time no nervous no scare but excited.. Never been to parlimen before, so quite curious bout all the stuff inside, somemore in this 2 weeks dewan rakyat gt meetings so maybe i can terserempak some parliamens like karpal singh, teresa kwok, lim guan eng, lim kit siang, or even abdullah, feel excited even think bout this.. when v step into dewan rakyat, it was so quiet n the 1st person i saw was the 1 who sitting on the highest place -- Yang Dipertua, he is the 1 who incharge of this meeting, heard my teacher said beliau berhak untuk off seseorang mic dan tidak membenarkannya bercakap, even abdullah.. wah.. so powerful man.. i wan2 sit his place oh.. >.<

on that day we didnt saw many parliamens, the few i knew is lim guan eng lo, wah his speech so straight forward man, terus pijak goverment oh, didnt give any face leh, so brave, geng ar! and then i saw teresa kwok, she was brave too, talk so loud during meeting, not scared of dihalau 1, realy 服了他们.. orz orz n i also saw the 1 who argued with karpal singh on the 1st day of meeting 1(neh the 1 who scold karpal "monkey" n asked him to stand up to talk 1), 4got his name, i called him fat man, he kept come in go out, dont know what was he doing, maybe karpal didnt came nobody let him to argue with so feel bored gua, haha.. bt the most geram 1 is when a BN guy stand up to talk, all he trying to say was stupid noncense thing, he kept saying bout UMNO how good how good la, malay how good how good la, n even 搬all sejarah out, what mat salleh la, tok janggut la, blah blah blah, sooo stupid 1, all he said was nothing connected to the topic 1, realy wan2 throw my shoes to his stupid face err, geramnya!!!

when v going to leave i saw khairi(abdullah's son-in-law, not many ppl know him though), quite young wor, n his look not alike malays common face leh, more looks lik star in bollywood, haha.. so young, just lik fresh graduate, dont understand y abdullah so listen to him ar?? what also ask for khairi's opinion, he realy so geng meh? if realy so then UMNO wont lose so much in election lar, haih..

4) 15th of may, 2008 -- my FIRST time went to perhimpunan hari belia. I never heard this thing before, went to bukit jalil with girl guides to attend this assembly. quite bored so nothing to describe, i went there from 12pm to 6sumthing, xienzz~~~ all perfomances realy realy bored, all malay singers, what delima la, henry or wat la, maybe quite popular cuz all malays scream for them but i realy dont know who r they, the only 1 i knew was karen kong, but she sang malay songs so i didnt feel any excited oso.. til 4sumthing abdullah finally appeared, he was so funny when giving speech, when finish saying something, every1 screamed for him n then he continued his speech n ppl sreamed again, weird.. what so excited oh?? aft the opening ceremony abdullah leave n its time for us to go home too, finally.... @_@ damn tired although didnt do anything, next time if gt this kind of things again, for god sake i wont go again!!

tired...

2008-05-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

Its been quite a long time i didnt update my blog, lazy n busssssssssssssy.... i had promise myself not 2 on9 for 1 month as to prepare my exam except for checking mail and writing blog. Actualy i gt lots of things that wanted to write down but i m really really too tired to type or even MOVE my fingers.

In the past two weeks almost everyday i felt asleep when studying or doing homeworks, @_@ gosh!!! being soooooooo exhausted, sounds like i m getting older and older, but i try not to show my tired look infront of ppl since it doesnt gets any help so what i can do is try to make every1 around me happy and not too stress especially the 1 who sit infront of me, haha.. really getting bored of life like this, as cha poh said, y v need 2 suffer????!!!!!! haih.. sometimes even hope that the THING "knowledge" doesnt exist in this world so that v dont need 2 suffer like this.. haih... (dont know already "haih" how many times, haih....)

tired of living a so-called life~~~

Taiping Nang(太平人)

2008-05-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

我今晚去了位于IoImall对面的一家名为“太平人”的食馆吃晚餐（哇，开场白好长噢），这家可不是普通的食馆哦，“厚价”（好吃）和“阿贤人情味”可是曾经来过这家食馆做访问呢！据说这家的食物很有古早味，还有种“妈妈”的味道，而且厨师是位高龄阿嬷哦（好像是七十多岁吧），所以我妈说要来尝尝看，这可是我第一次去由“阿贤”介绍的餐馆吃东西，也不知道为什么心里有种莫名的兴奋，感觉好像傻婆哦，哈哈。。^^

没有看astro aec的人应该不懂谁是阿贤吧，现在就由我来做个简介吧，阿贤是位主持人，他主持的节目名为“阿贤人情味”，是个美食节目，这个节目可是红遍全马呀，几乎每个被他介绍过的餐馆都会有络绎不绝的客人，座位天天爆满的哦！而这家食馆也不例外，我们一到达现场时还真的没有位子做，而且还有几位客人在等位子呢，幸亏我们才等了一会儿就在角落里找到了六人座位的位子坐了下来。我妈点了个套餐A，有三菜一汤，分别是asam hu(亚三鱼),萨裹（应该是酱写吧）,还有一样我忘了叫什么名的菜，好像是什么腌猪肉的，哈哈，吃菜不懂菜名，真paiseh....

在等待食物上桌的过程中，我望了望四周的东西，正如阿贤所介绍的，这家食馆的确摆了很多婆婆那个年代的东西，有他们以前人用的“铁夹万”，也就是我们所谓的保险箱，还有旧风扇，还有婆婆的那些铁碗铁碟，全都是些有纪念性的东西，难怪会有“妈妈”的味道。。

等了十分钟左右，终于上菜了！我真的是饿到。。尝了几口，说真的，这家食馆的菜色还真不赖，尤其是那个不懂什么名字的猪肉，好好吃哦，肉质很好，嫩嫩的，也很够味，真的还满不错。。^^ 我还听说在这家食馆添饭是不用加钱的，那就是说免费的咯，我本来还想加饭的说，不过吃完一碟后就饱得不得了，so取消了这个念头。。

接下来做得蠢事就是拍照咯，不过只拍了几张，原本还想和阿贤的poster合照，哈哈，不过那里人多觉得不好意思so就没拍到咯，唉！遗憾遗憾。。不过这家食馆真的不错，我妈说下次还要再来，下次就要尝尝他们的rojak还有bubur cha cha。。。大家有空不妨也去试试哦！！^^

这是我家小妹，后面的那些图画才是我要拍的，嘻嘻。。我妈和小妹可吃得津津有味呢... (后面那个东东不知到底是羽球拍还是苍蝇拍呢???)

我和小妹的合照，头发有点乱... 由于是晚上，所以拍得很朦（handphone拍是酱的啦）,导致我的半边脸看不见，一片黑暗.....><

CHOICES

2008-04-29T23:18:00.004+08:00

2day i really learnt a lot. Aft listening 2 a talk(from scul 1), i felt like really hav 2 make decision in my OWN life.. this talk was talked bout choices in our life, the woman who host this talk taught us 2 make decision in our life, she said v r responsible 2 our own life n v r the one to decide whether to the success or failure, but the most important is v hav 2 choose what v really want and be happy for what v chose, and that is the only way 2 our success..

haih, yalor, i thought bout that for whole day.. what should i choose for further study? what is my interest? what is my aim? what am i going 2 do aft graduate? what if i make the wrong decision? all those questions poped out in my mind, i really dun know what should i do.. i chose 2 study form 6 so that i hav 2 more years 2 think bout it but now is already 2nd year n i haven figure out what m i going 2 do.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! who can help me!!! >< headache..

yesterday chat wit cha poh bout further study.. i dun know whether 2 study in msia or canada, my mom want me 2 study in canada coz she said study overseas is better than in msia, she said this country is hard 2 "cari makan" especially 4 those who r none-bumiputra,(i totally agree with that) so she want me 2 study there, work there, stay there and never come back.. OMG, how can i "never come bac" since all my buddies n family r here? but really, i cannot afford 2 study overseas for years without parents and frenz bside me, i m a terribly seriously homesick person, i missed my home soooooooo much even camping in school for only TWO days, so how can i go canada alone for years although my uncle lives at there??? i cannot buy ticket and fly bac here aft tak boleh tahan for only 1 weeks ba, never kena marah before meh..

haih, BUT think further, i wan2 study there too since i never go overseas before, and i think i can gain more knowledge at outside there compared 2 continue staying in "small small"msia, somemore as cha poh said, not many ppl got chance 2 study overseas wor, and i heard ppl said this before, "u hav 2 step out and see around the world, some day u might find out actualy the best place u had ever been is ur home", cha poh agree with that, she said she misses her home so much.. haih.. this is another choice i hav 2 make, msia or canada? who can tell me what should i do????? @_@ btw, i should study and get a good result 1st before decide what and where 2 study.. so, think so much for what, haih.. stupid 1..

HaPpY RaT dAy..

2008-04-17T18:23:00.001+08:00

2day is da most unforgettable day in my whole year..(not whole life cuz i m a bit serius of forgetful^^)My claz, U6B, were going 2 disect da lord of tis year---rat. I almoz fainted when i saw those rats, so disgusting n soooooooo smelly.... die.. x...x

At 1st v r going 2 make da rats "sleep"(i mean faint bt they look lik sleeping though) then v hav 2 take them out 1 by 1 n put on a wood(rat's "surgery bed").I tot i ll cry infront of tat skinny rat but luckily i din "献丑", da 1 who cried was ivy, wahaha.. so 感性.. den v hav 2 cut out da rat's outer skin, my rat's fur quite long, i alwiz accidentally cut its fur, n not skin, lolz.. barber meh...

Aft a long time finally i cut out its fur n skin, wat scared me was its ORGANS!!!! sooooooooo disgusting!!!! its liver was sooooo BIG til i cant c its stomach!!! gelinya~~~~ n den our bio teacher, pn See came 2 my place n use my rat 2 teach us da organs.

"这个大大片的是liver lo, n den 这个是它的 stomach, 还有这个，看到长长的血管吗？这边就是它的uterus, baby就是在这里的lo.... blah blah blah blah.....", u noe wat? She identifying da organs while kept using da knife 2 move da rat's organs here n there, she wasnt scare at all!!! Bravo pn See!!! i felt vomit when she was moving those organs, so disgusting!!! uorghhhhh....

aft tat v hav 2 cut out all da organs n c da structures inside, so geli~~~ when i cut out its liver, da blood kept flowing out, i was soo nervous at 1st bt den wwf said "nothing 2 scare, juz cut out, dun care da blood la, nothing 1..." wah.... another brave gal, i listened 2 her n juz cut it out, luckily nothing happen, i din cry n da rat stop bleeding aft a while, everything went smoothly...^^

lastly v hav 2 cut its brain out, arghhhhhh!!!! da brain is da most geli 1, i cant do it!!!! finally i ask zhi liang 2 help me, he was so gentle n really help me 2 cut da brain shell. den i heard da sound "CRACKKK!!", OMG!!! da shell was so hard man, how cum zhi liang able 2 peer off its shell so calm n still??? Anyway, i successfully took out its brain, thx zhi liang 4 helping me, arigato gozaimasu!!!^^

tis was da 1st time i disect animal, i m really scare of rat(soooooooo dirty) bt its a gud experience though.. n i hav 2 go through it again cuz 2day was oni a PRACTICE!!!! it means i hav 2 disect ONE more time, OMG!!!!! x_x

以下属保护级照片（并不是艳门照哦），胆小者勿看，有心脏病者勿看，怀孕者勿看，儿童须家长陪同观看，好奇者最好三思才看！谢谢合作！^^

the rats were so active when they were stil alive.. v are going 2 miss them... (yiakkkkk..)

The rats were fainted by ether inside tis rubbish tong.
tis is me!!! cutting da rat's outer skin.. so concentrate...
tis is soo mun's rat. sooo sexy, gt body shape, haha... XD
soo mun was cutting her rat's inner skin...
tis is my rat's internal organs, da dark red color is liver, so biggggg....
capture nearer look clearer ^^
tis is mok's rat, its organs look nicer den my rats, 不爽... XD
me n my rat, looks lik i won a prize jiang, lolz...
soo mun n her "prize", haha..
ivy n her "prize" n da "BIG rat ah thai"
mok n her rat(does she looks lik a professional rat killer? ergh, i mean, scientist??^^)
hey, wat is chen chen(da fake bio student) doing wit my rat???
老鼠全家福
da brave wwf, HOOOORMAT!!
its time 2 cut da organs out.. (from up 2 down)da organs in middle of da rat body(stomach, colon, intestine, pancreas etc), da liver, da red bean thing is heart n da lowest r da lungs, at right hand side da long red thing is spleen, disgusting~~
da internal body aft clearing all da organs out.. looks lik pork in pasar pagi...
肚子与肠的大特写！！哇...
da rat:"where is my brain?!!!! where is my brain?!!!!" (lolz.. its bside u~~)
(from left 2 right)moong yee, yvonne n ivy holding ivy's intestine.. oops!!! i mean her rat's intestine~~^^
me n soo mun........ wit ivy's RAT's intestine^^(behind there da left 1 is rose n da right 1 is da BIG rat ah thai)
soo mun n da intestine Again........ wit professional mok

HaPPy BiRtHDaY!!!

2008-04-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

2day is my cousin's Birthday!!!
juz wan2 say happy 19th birthday 2 u!!!
hope u can gt gud result in ur stpm.. v gambateh 2geta oh.. ^^

juznow watch astro aec "gang of guo guang", gt my SHE!!! OMG!!! i think tis is da new 1 cuz Hebe adi cut her hair n my SHE talked bout their new album "PLAY". (tis is da best album i had ever heard, their singing really improve a lot, loves...)
later gt replay bt da time is 3am, i wan2 watch again...... hope i ll be able 2 wake up on tat time.. ^^

Raymond Lam Style's Tai Chi

2008-04-14T18:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went 2 Raymond Lam's blog n found tis.. cute^^ he is damn cute man..

TIREEEEEED DAY.....

2008-04-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

昨天是个大累天....我一回会到家凉都还没有冲（因为soo mun 的车坏了，so迟了回家,来不及冲凉）只换了件衣就和我妈去做工了。这是一份工厂工，我妈陪朋友去，而我陪我妈去，由于是第一次做工厂工，所以当然要去见识见识啦...^^

这份工要做的就是把贴纸贴在香烟包上然后再放进盒子里，听起来好像满简单似的，但是做起来也有一定的难度，我和我妈第一次做笨手笨脚的，别人做两箱我们才做了一箱，慢到...而且我还不小心把贴纸黏到头发，花了很大的功夫才拔出来（因为贴纸真的很黏），害我头发都黏在一起了，唉，讨厌！！不只这样，我还不小心割到手指（都是拜那很利的盒子所赐），很痛啊....T.T 真是倒霉透了！！>.<

我和我妈做到九点多就收工了，我们从三点多开始做起，总共才做了两箱半，真的很少，别人至少都有四五箱，不过我妈的朋友说第一次做是酱的啦，再加上我们很迟才来，有两箱半算不错了，她还赞我做得满快呢，嘻嘻...一箱有八百包香烟，我们总共做了2200包叻，算算还满多嘛，我还真是了不起，哈哈...:p 我妈拿了共RM66的工资，分了我才拿到25块，才那么少，我索性把我全部工资给我妈，反正我又不缺钱，她有点惊讶不过说了一句话:"酱还差不多，酱才是我女儿"，我听了还满爽的，有种“因为孝顺而光荣”的感觉，哈哈....

回到家的我真的很累，才上了一下网就顶不顺睡觉去了....今天我一早起来全身酸痛，尤其是左手和背后，真是痛到...@_@不过这是个很好的经验，下次如果得空我可能会再去吧，这种工作很快就可以上手，下次应该可以做得比较快了，所以钱也应该拿得比较多，到时我可要向我妈拿一点当作奖励，嘻嘻.....^^

yoohoo!! finally i hav my own blog!! unbelievable..

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yippe!! finally i hav my own blog!! actualy i m a lazy pig, i never write more den 10 times in my diary i think.. bt when i heard a DJ said msia is 1 of da most blog in da world, i feel lik wan2 create my own blog too.. n den now i make it, i really create my own space!! yoohoo!! hope i can continue 2 write things in tis blog n not let it bcome dusty.. ^^

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yoohoo!! finally i hav my own blog!! unbelievable..

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