i cannot on9 so often now (due 2 tat stupid report card day!!!! ggrrrrrr..........) so i cant update my blog as usual, sorry for any inconvenience.... ^^ maybe i can only on9 on sat or sun so i ll try to clean up my dusty blog during weekend....
haih.... this is the only place for me to release my stress and shout out my feeling bt now this only place already in the progress of "FrOzeN"....... haih.... my mom wan me to study hard in these 3 months, she even kept the broadband away to avoid us to on9( i curi curi on9 2day cause i think she 4gt to take out the broadband before she went to work, lucky day~~ ^^) n she keep reminds me what pn see said about me on the report card day again n again.... argh!!!!!!!!!! so annoying!!!!! grrrrrrrr... T.T
so now, i gotta say "bye bye to my lovely blog" and "hello to my thicky text book"~~~ @...@
Showing posts with label studies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label studies. Show all posts
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Sunday, June 8, 2008
exam
argh!!!!! this time i m going to die!!!! my exam is on next monday and i m stil on9-ing here, shouldnt i suppose to stay in my bedroom and study now???? what m i doing??? arghhhh!!!!!!!
feel no mood to study arrrrr, everytime also cannot finish studies, althought sometimes do finish but the result stil so bad... feeling dissappointed.. why my life surrounded with nonstop exam?? why should i study? what is the purpose i study for? is the exam really so important for me? if the next day i m going to die ll i stil care for those stupid exams?? argh~~~~
feel guity everyday, two weeks of holidays had passed and i did nOThINg!! everyday live like a pig, sleep for hours watch tv for hours on9 for hours eat for hours and one day passed, without doing AnYThiNG....
knew what is my problem(lAzYnESS~~) but didnt try to fix it though... thinking of give up for exam, just fail it larr, so what? nothing affect wert, just gt some scolding ba ler ma.. argh!!! when did i become so neGAtiVE?? what m i going to do????? cry for help~~~~T.T
"i try to make it happen
try to make it alright
i know i make mistakes
i'm living life day to day
it's never really easy but its ok~"
go to dig my bio now~~~ @_@(wake up wake up on a saturday nite~~~~~~~)
feel no mood to study arrrrr, everytime also cannot finish studies, althought sometimes do finish but the result stil so bad... feeling dissappointed.. why my life surrounded with nonstop exam?? why should i study? what is the purpose i study for? is the exam really so important for me? if the next day i m going to die ll i stil care for those stupid exams?? argh~~~~
feel guity everyday, two weeks of holidays had passed and i did nOThINg!! everyday live like a pig, sleep for hours watch tv for hours on9 for hours eat for hours and one day passed, without doing AnYThiNG....
knew what is my problem(lAzYnESS~~) but didnt try to fix it though... thinking of give up for exam, just fail it larr, so what? nothing affect wert, just gt some scolding ba ler ma.. argh!!! when did i become so neGAtiVE?? what m i going to do????? cry for help~~~~T.T
"i try to make it happen
try to make it alright
i know i make mistakes
i'm living life day to day
it's never really easy but its ok~"
go to dig my bio now~~~ @_@(wake up wake up on a saturday nite~~~~~~~)
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
CHOICES
2day i really learnt a lot. Aft listening 2 a talk(from scul 1), i felt like really hav 2 make decision in my OWN life.. this talk was talked bout choices in our life, the woman who host this talk taught us 2 make decision in our life, she said v r responsible 2 our own life n v r the one to decide whether to the success or failure, but the most important is v hav 2 choose what v really want and be happy for what v chose, and that is the only way 2 our success..
haih, yalor, i thought bout that for whole day.. what should i choose for further study? what is my interest? what is my aim? what am i going 2 do aft graduate? what if i make the wrong decision? all those questions poped out in my mind, i really dun know what should i do.. i chose 2 study form 6 so that i hav 2 more years 2 think bout it but now is already 2nd year n i haven figure out what m i going 2 do.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! who can help me!!! >< headache..
yesterday chat wit cha poh bout further study.. i dun know whether 2 study in msia or canada, my mom want me 2 study in canada coz she said study overseas is better than in msia, she said this country is hard 2 "cari makan" especially 4 those who r none-bumiputra,(i totally agree with that) so she want me 2 study there, work there, stay there and never come back.. OMG, how can i "never come bac" since all my buddies n family r here? but really, i cannot afford 2 study overseas for years without parents and frenz bside me, i m a terribly seriously homesick person, i missed my home soooooooo much even camping in school for only TWO days, so how can i go canada alone for years although my uncle lives at there??? i cannot buy ticket and fly bac here aft tak boleh tahan for only 1 weeks ba, never kena marah before meh..
haih, BUT think further, i wan2 study there too since i never go overseas before, and i think i can gain more knowledge at outside there compared 2 continue staying in "small small"msia, somemore as cha poh said, not many ppl got chance 2 study overseas wor, and i heard ppl said this before, "u hav 2 step out and see around the world, some day u might find out actualy the best place u had ever been is ur home", cha poh agree with that, she said she misses her home so much.. haih.. this is another choice i hav 2 make, msia or canada? who can tell me what should i do????? @_@ btw, i should study and get a good result 1st before decide what and where 2 study.. so, think so much for what, haih.. stupid 1..
haih, yalor, i thought bout that for whole day.. what should i choose for further study? what is my interest? what is my aim? what am i going 2 do aft graduate? what if i make the wrong decision? all those questions poped out in my mind, i really dun know what should i do.. i chose 2 study form 6 so that i hav 2 more years 2 think bout it but now is already 2nd year n i haven figure out what m i going 2 do.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! who can help me!!! >< headache..
yesterday chat wit cha poh bout further study.. i dun know whether 2 study in msia or canada, my mom want me 2 study in canada coz she said study overseas is better than in msia, she said this country is hard 2 "cari makan" especially 4 those who r none-bumiputra,(i totally agree with that) so she want me 2 study there, work there, stay there and never come back.. OMG, how can i "never come bac" since all my buddies n family r here? but really, i cannot afford 2 study overseas for years without parents and frenz bside me, i m a terribly seriously homesick person, i missed my home soooooooo much even camping in school for only TWO days, so how can i go canada alone for years although my uncle lives at there??? i cannot buy ticket and fly bac here aft tak boleh tahan for only 1 weeks ba, never kena marah before meh..
haih, BUT think further, i wan2 study there too since i never go overseas before, and i think i can gain more knowledge at outside there compared 2 continue staying in "small small"msia, somemore as cha poh said, not many ppl got chance 2 study overseas wor, and i heard ppl said this before, "u hav 2 step out and see around the world, some day u might find out actualy the best place u had ever been is ur home", cha poh agree with that, she said she misses her home so much.. haih.. this is another choice i hav 2 make, msia or canada? who can tell me what should i do????? @_@ btw, i should study and get a good result 1st before decide what and where 2 study.. so, think so much for what, haih.. stupid 1..
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