CHOICES

2day i really learnt a lot. Aft listening 2 a talk(from scul 1), i felt like really hav 2 make decision in my OWN life.. this talk was talked bout choices in our life, the woman who host this talk taught us 2 make decision in our life, she said v r responsible 2 our own life n v r the one to decide whether to the success or failure, but the most important is v hav 2 choose what v really want and be happy for what v chose, and that is the only way 2 our success..

haih, yalor, i thought bout that for whole day.. what should i choose for further study? what is my interest? what is my aim? what am i going 2 do aft graduate? what if i make the wrong decision? all those questions poped out in my mind, i really dun know what should i do.. i chose 2 study form 6 so that i hav 2 more years 2 think bout it but now is already 2nd year n i haven figure out what m i going 2 do.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! who can help me!!! >< headache..


yesterday chat wit cha poh bout further study.. i dun know whether 2 study in msia or canada, my mom want me 2 study in canada coz she said study overseas is better than in msia, she said this country is hard 2 "cari makan" especially 4 those who r none-bumiputra,(i totally agree with that) so she want me 2 study there, work there, stay there and never come back.. OMG, how can i "never come bac" since all my buddies n family r here? but really, i cannot afford 2 study overseas for years without parents and frenz bside me, i m a terribly seriously homesick person, i missed my home soooooooo much even camping in school for only TWO days, so how can i go canada alone for years although my uncle lives at there??? i cannot buy ticket and fly bac here aft tak boleh tahan for only 1 weeks ba, never kena marah before meh..

haih, BUT think further, i wan2 study there too since i never go overseas before, and i think i can gain more knowledge at outside there compared 2 continue staying in "small small"msia, somemore as cha poh said, not many ppl got chance 2 study overseas wor, and i heard ppl said this before, "u hav 2 step out and see around the world, some day u might find out actualy the best place u had ever been is ur home", cha poh agree with that, she said she misses her home so much.. haih.. this is another choice i hav 2 make, msia or canada? who can tell me what should i do????? @_@ btw, i should study and get a good result 1st before decide what and where 2 study.. so, think so much for what, haih.. stupid 1..

HaPpY RaT dAy..

2day is da most unforgettable day in my whole year..(not whole life cuz i m a bit serius of forgetful^^)My claz, U6B, were going 2 disect da lord of tis year---rat. I almoz fainted when i saw those rats, so disgusting n soooooooo smelly.... die.. x...x

At 1st v r going 2 make da rats "sleep"(i mean faint bt they look lik sleeping though) then v hav 2 take them out 1 by 1 n put on a wood(rat's "surgery bed").I tot i ll cry infront of tat skinny rat but luckily i din "献丑", da 1 who cried was ivy, wahaha.. so 感性.. den v hav 2 cut out da rat's outer skin, my rat's fur quite long, i alwiz accidentally cut its fur, n not skin, lolz.. barber meh...

Aft a long time finally i cut out its fur n skin, wat scared me was its ORGANS!!!! sooooooooo disgusting!!!! its liver was sooooo BIG til i cant c its stomach!!! gelinya~~~~ n den our bio teacher, pn See came 2 my place n use my rat 2 teach us da organs.

"这个大大片的是liver lo, n den 这个是它的 stomach, 还有这个，看到长长的血管吗？这边就是它的uterus, baby就是在这里的lo.... blah blah blah blah.....", u noe wat? She identifying da organs while kept using da knife 2 move da rat's organs here n there, she wasnt scare at all!!! Bravo pn See!!! i felt vomit when she was moving those organs, so disgusting!!! uorghhhhh....

aft tat v hav 2 cut out all da organs n c da structures inside, so geli~~~ when i cut out its liver, da blood kept flowing out, i was soo nervous at 1st bt den wwf said "nothing 2 scare, juz cut out, dun care da blood la, nothing 1..." wah.... another brave gal, i listened 2 her n juz cut it out, luckily nothing happen, i din cry n da rat stop bleeding aft a while, everything went smoothly...^^

lastly v hav 2 cut its brain out, arghhhhhh!!!! da brain is da most geli 1, i cant do it!!!! finally i ask zhi liang 2 help me, he was so gentle n really help me 2 cut da brain shell. den i heard da sound "CRACKKK!!", OMG!!! da shell was so hard man, how cum zhi liang able 2 peer off its shell so calm n still??? Anyway, i successfully took out its brain, thx zhi liang 4 helping me, arigato gozaimasu!!!^^

tis was da 1st time i disect animal, i m really scare of rat(soooooooo dirty) bt its a gud experience though.. n i hav 2 go through it again cuz 2day was oni a PRACTICE!!!! it means i hav 2 disect ONE more time, OMG!!!!! x_x

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the rats were so active when they were stil alive.. v are going 2 miss them... (yiakkkkk..)

The rats were fainted by ether inside tis rubbish tong.
tis is me!!! cutting da rat's outer skin.. so concentrate...
tis is soo mun's rat. sooo sexy, gt body shape, haha... XD
soo mun was cutting her rat's inner skin...
tis is my rat's internal organs, da dark red color is liver, so biggggg....
capture nearer look clearer ^^
tis is mok's rat, its organs look nicer den my rats, 不爽... XD
me n my rat, looks lik i won a prize jiang, lolz...
soo mun n her "prize", haha..
ivy n her "prize" n da "BIG rat ah thai"
mok n her rat(does she looks lik a professional rat killer? ergh, i mean, scientist??^^)
hey, wat is chen chen(da fake bio student) doing wit my rat???
老鼠全家福
da brave wwf, HOOOORMAT!!
its time 2 cut da organs out.. (from up 2 down)da organs in middle of da rat body(stomach, colon, intestine, pancreas etc), da liver, da red bean thing is heart n da lowest r da lungs, at right hand side da long red thing is spleen, disgusting~~
da internal body aft clearing all da organs out.. looks lik pork in pasar pagi...
肚子与肠的大特写！！哇...
da rat:"where is my brain?!!!! where is my brain?!!!!" (lolz.. its bside u~~)
(from left 2 right)moong yee, yvonne n ivy holding ivy's intestine.. oops!!! i mean her rat's intestine~~^^
me n soo mun........ wit ivy's RAT's intestine^^(behind there da left 1 is rose n da right 1 is da BIG rat ah thai)
soo mun n da intestine Again........ wit professional mok

HaPPy BiRtHDaY!!!

2day is my cousin's Birthday!!!
juz wan2 say happy 19th birthday 2 u!!!
hope u can gt gud result in ur stpm.. v gambateh 2geta oh.. ^^


juznow watch astro aec "gang of guo guang", gt my SHE!!! OMG!!! i think tis is da new 1 cuz Hebe adi cut her hair n my SHE talked bout their new album "PLAY". (tis is da best album i had ever heard, their singing really improve a lot, loves...)
later gt replay bt da time is 3am, i wan2 watch again...... hope i ll be able 2 wake up on tat time.. ^^

Raymond Lam Style's Tai Chi

Yesterday went 2 Raymond Lam's blog n found tis.. cute^^ he is damn cute man..

TIREEEEEED DAY.....

昨天是个大累天....我一回会到家凉都还没有冲（因为soo mun 的车坏了，so迟了回家,来不及冲凉）只换了件衣就和我妈去做工了。这是一份工厂工，我妈陪朋友去，而我陪我妈去，由于是第一次做工厂工，所以当然要去见识见识啦...^^

这份工要做的就是把贴纸贴在香烟包上然后再放进盒子里，听起来好像满简单似的，但是做起来也有一定的难度，我和我妈第一次做笨手笨脚的，别人做两箱我们才做了一箱，慢到...而且我还不小心把贴纸黏到头发，花了很大的功夫才拔出来（因为贴纸真的很黏），害我头发都黏在一起了，唉，讨厌！！不只这样，我还不小心割到手指（都是拜那很利的盒子所赐），很痛啊....T.T 真是倒霉透了！！>.<

我和我妈做到九点多就收工了，我们从三点多开始做起，总共才做了两箱半，真的很少，别人至少都有四五箱，不过我妈的朋友说第一次做是酱的啦，再加上我们很迟才来，有两箱半算不错了，她还赞我做得满快呢，嘻嘻...一箱有八百包香烟，我们总共做了2200包叻，算算还满多嘛，我还真是了不起，哈哈...:p 我妈拿了共RM66的工资，分了我才拿到25块，才那么少，我索性把我全部工资给我妈，反正我又不缺钱，她有点惊讶不过说了一句话:"酱还差不多，酱才是我女儿"，我听了还满爽的，有种“因为孝顺而光荣”的感觉，哈哈....

回到家的我真的很累， 才上了一下网就顶不顺睡觉去了....今天我一早起来全身酸痛，尤其是左手和背后，真是痛到...@_@不过这是个很好的经验，下次如果得空我可能会再去吧，这种工作很快就可以上手，下次应该可以做得比较快了，所以钱也应该拿得比较多，到时我可要向我妈拿一点当作奖励，嘻嘻.....^^

yoohoo!! finally i hav my own blog!! unbelievable..

yippe!! finally i hav my own blog!! actualy i m a lazy pig, i never write more den 10 times in my diary i think.. bt when i heard a DJ said msia is 1 of da most blog in da world, i feel lik wan2 create my own blog too.. n den now i make it, i really create my own space!! yoohoo!! hope i can continue 2 write things in tis blog n not let it bcome dusty.. ^^