CHOICES

2day i really learnt a lot. Aft listening 2 a talk(from scul 1), i felt like really hav 2 make decision in my OWN life.. this talk was talked bout choices in our life, the woman who host this talk taught us 2 make decision in our life, she said v r responsible 2 our own life n v r the one to decide whether to the success or failure, but the most important is v hav 2 choose what v really want and be happy for what v chose, and that is the only way 2 our success..

haih, yalor, i thought bout that for whole day.. what should i choose for further study? what is my interest? what is my aim? what am i going 2 do aft graduate? what if i make the wrong decision? all those questions poped out in my mind, i really dun know what should i do.. i chose 2 study form 6 so that i hav 2 more years 2 think bout it but now is already 2nd year n i haven figure out what m i going 2 do.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! who can help me!!! >< headache..


yesterday chat wit cha poh bout further study.. i dun know whether 2 study in msia or canada, my mom want me 2 study in canada coz she said study overseas is better than in msia, she said this country is hard 2 "cari makan" especially 4 those who r none-bumiputra,(i totally agree with that) so she want me 2 study there, work there, stay there and never come back.. OMG, how can i "never come bac" since all my buddies n family r here? but really, i cannot afford 2 study overseas for years without parents and frenz bside me, i m a terribly seriously homesick person, i missed my home soooooooo much even camping in school for only TWO days, so how can i go canada alone for years although my uncle lives at there??? i cannot buy ticket and fly bac here aft tak boleh tahan for only 1 weeks ba, never kena marah before meh..

haih, BUT think further, i wan2 study there too since i never go overseas before, and i think i can gain more knowledge at outside there compared 2 continue staying in "small small"msia, somemore as cha poh said, not many ppl got chance 2 study overseas wor, and i heard ppl said this before, "u hav 2 step out and see around the world, some day u might find out actualy the best place u had ever been is ur home", cha poh agree with that, she said she misses her home so much.. haih.. this is another choice i hav 2 make, msia or canada? who can tell me what should i do????? @_@ btw, i should study and get a good result 1st before decide what and where 2 study.. so, think so much for what, haih.. stupid 1..