Bookfest

due to my frenz busyness(busy with playing sleeping n tv-ing ==")so i went to bookfest--------alone. This was my 1st time to take LRT from pasar seni n 1st time to take LRT alOne.. (lonely~~ i m mr lonely~~~) ll i feel happy or excited???? gosh, of course scARe n pANic la!!! summore this time have to go KL leh, i was a terribly terribly "road-blind"(路痴), sure dont know how to go home from KLCC, haih.. LUCKILY i found a person who willing to guide me there cause he wanted to go bookfest too.. thank god.. bt what i bu shuang was that stupid MOK!! dont want to accompany me 就算了啦, 还要kept iNsuLTinG me, har!!!! stupid idiot stubborn MOK!!!!!!!

when i reached KLCC, i heard lots of screaming, then i heard some1 said in cantonese "你们好吗？我们大家都是朋友啊！我爱你们啊！"(or something like that), i recognised that voice, that is 1 of fahrenheit members---汪东城, no wonder so many ppl la, yuan lai fahrenheit was there, dont know gt photography session or what.. they really gt LOTS of fans leh, soooooo crOWdeD there..

the same thing happened in bOOKfeSt too.. sooooo many parents with their kids there.. i walked and walked til 5sumthing, the things i bought not much, two books and some stationaries.. actualy i gt lots of books wanted to buy bt i think those books not cheap enough cause i heard chen chen said there is a bookstore selling books quite chEAp so i decide to buy at that bookstore, hehe..

when i decide to leave since there was nothing to c n buy, then i heard a DJ said later gary ll come, huh? gary? i never c him before(i mean his real person), so i stand there and wait for him.. that time i was soooooooo hungry, haven eat anything since morning, bt because wanted to c gary, i.......(actualy i m not his fans la, juz cuRIoUs oni..^^)

at last i saw his real person, not so ugly wert, quite yEnG wor, haha... but he didnt sing any song, just promote his concert and said something and then leave cause he had to rush to pavilion there sign ticket or dont know what stuff(4got).. haih.. just a few minutes only.. and because of these few minutes my gastric successfully attacked me!!! x....x gosh... had to find a restoran sit down and eat 1st then only go home....

p/s: i didnt lost in KLCC, i went home all by myself!!!! yippe!!! mission to go home complete!!^^

the left 1 is liquid lo, and the right 1 no need to describe ba, both items RM3 each, sooooo cheap, only use 6 bucks oh.....

this 1 actualy is children's storybook, but i like to read, hehe.. quite meaningful..

gt signature from the writer oh.. she wrote my sis name on it cause i shy to giv her my name..XD

this 1 quite popular in msia, funny comic, my 1st book of "ping dan" oh, never buy his comic b4.. finally bought it, shuang~~~

gt the writer's signature too, thats why i bought these two books, hehe.. and the time when i bought this comic there were not much ppl around, so he signed quite well, lucky oh..^^

MUET

MUET----Malaysia University English Test(i think) is a NIGHTMARE for me!!!!! i was taking this test yesterday, so panic so nervous so scare!!! even had a terribly horribly dream aft the test..(i dreamt that i have missed my MUET speaking test n gt a failed marks, arghhhhh....>.<)

i m already not good in writing eng essay and now even want me to speak in eng, OMG..... this is a BIG disaster for me, so, to handle this terrible thing, i had have a practice with soo mun n mok on the day before the test, the practice was sooooo terrible, i think i m only able to get band 3, how can i going to speak well with this cacat eng??? this time really really die...

on the MUET day, i was soooooo nervous as our group was the last group to present, as you all know, the last group always receive bad comments.. haih.. while waiting in the waiting room(i had been waiting from 10sumthing til 1.30pm!! waited for so long..), i called chen chen n ask her bout tips to pass(no cheat at all as our topic werent the same) n soo mun also called me ask bout the situation here, v chat n chat til ivy's group came bac, oh no.... its our turn!!!! its time............ to die.....

when v get into the classroom, the atmosphere was sooooo weird, too quiet and boring, it maked me felt more panic and heart beated so fast til kenot breath, arghhhhh... help me... i was sooooo scare man, my hand kept shaking n i kenot hold the pencil tightly, damn malu... i tried to calm down as i saw leng jie n li lih wrote lots of points, so i tried to concentrate n think what point i hav n what point can i use to speak individually later(v gt task A which hav to present individually n task B which present in a group)....

dik dok dik dok.... time passed by~~~~~

finally, i finished my task A, it was terribly lousy, i kept ergh ergh ergh, although gt shout out some points but i think i kenot get well in this task, haih.. luckily i was given chance to speak a lot in task B as may xian kept asking me some weird weird questions(for eg, she asked me y i thought my opinion is right but actualy i was agree with li lih's opinion XD) n leng jie kept argue with me cause i was disagree with her opinion, she looked so confident and it maked me felt lik i have to fight bac, that situation really felt like i was debating, haha..

then aft the conclusion, ms yong yong moi said may xian looked like "dai go"(大哥)cause she kept asking ppl "what do u think" or "what u mean by" n seldom gave opinion, ms leela said she was "tok lalang", dont hav own ideas, haha.. anyway, teacher said v r the most interactions group cause v really spoke like in a discussion and did quite ok.. ms yong moi moi also applaud li lih that she elaborated the points quite well as she gt adding "firstly, secondly, besides that......" and leng jie too looked so confident n spoke so loudly, even v all convinced by her n finally agreed with her opinion(actualy at start v all already decide to agree with her, haha..)

lastly, this burden finally can threw away and i wan2 thank to all my group members----may xian, leng jie n li lih, thanks for being my dearest group members!! arigato gozaimasu!! now i have to face another disaster-----bio n math exam!!!! haih.. stress stress stress.....X.X

Silence dead

China 7.8 magnitud earthquake took thousands of lives.. This song {承诺}written by Andy Lau dedicated to those victims and hope they can overcome this disaster and stand up again! God bless..

nature disaster

每一天翻开报纸，尽入眼帘的都是惨不忍睹的照片，不是父母失去了孩子哭得肝肠寸断，就是孩童成了孤儿茫然无助；每一天扭开电视，所看到的都是一幕接一幕的死亡画面，不是汶川死了多少人，就是成都活埋了多少孩童；到底这悲剧还要持续多久人们才会反省呢？到底还要牺牲多少无辜的生命人们才懂得珍惜及爱护呢？

最近这几天心情超级低落，每天翻开报纸都很想哭，看到许多因为四川大地震而丧失亲人及家园的同胞们有种说不出的难过，真的很想为他们做些什么，但又不能够为他们做些什么，感觉很无助，很难过。。

小时候看到这种新闻不会觉得有多难过，毕竟不是亲身经历，长大后再看到这种新闻，情绪却有很大的波动，心里真的很难受，突然会觉得大自然的力量太大，而人类却显得极渺小，真的很害怕老了再看到这种新闻时有的不是伤心和愤怒，而是麻木和心冷。。很害怕这悲剧会不断地重演，而人们还不知悔改，继续伤害我们的下一代，伤害我们的地球。。

这次的地震夺走了无数的生命，而大部分都是仍在学校里求学的孩童们，许多父母就在一瞬间失去了自己唯一的孩子，那种割心之痛真的比死还要痛苦啊！还有那些活命逃出来的人看着自己的同伴们都被埋在地底下，自己又帮不了救不了，眼睁睁地看着他们一个一个离去，真的会撕心裂肺！生命的脆弱，命运的残酷，往往就是我们不能逃避的现实。。

所幸的是，这世界还有许多愿意为爱付出的人，刚才在电视上看到一个接一个的赈灾活动，一群接一群的慈善人士，一批接一批的慈善捐款，让人感觉到天地虽无情，人间还温暖。据说现在的筹款数目已达到六十亿人民币以上了，真的很了不起，尤其是艺人，由他们带动的媒体力量可不小呢，真的非常感动，报导还说JJ捐了23万叻，soo mun 有没有为自己的偶像感到很骄傲叻，哈哈。。

我们除了要感谢媒体和善心人士外，还要向那些在灾区里拼了命救人的救援队伍致敬，他们不顾生命危险，不怕余震，不怕臭味，不惧疲劳，不分昼夜地救人，“放弃”在他们的字典里从不曾出现过，只要有一线希望，他们就会坚持到底，把每一个人从废墟里救出来，在此小妹向英雄们致以最崇高的敬意！！ HORMAT！！！


以下是《把爱传出去晚会》里华研艺人大合唱《祈祷》的片段，声音可能有点小，所以请把声量调大，paiseh paiseh..

First time

Due to my lazyness, i juz draftly wrote down my everyday as to remind me of what had happened in this few days.. I had went through lots of "first time" in my lifetime since i was 18th, quite happy bout that..^^

1) 17th of april, 2008 - my FIRST time to disect rat, quite scared n nervous, thank god eveything went smoothly, but it doesnt help for my 2nd time, stil scared n nervous, haha..

2) 9th of may, 2008 - my FIRST time to donate blood, scared n nervous plus excited.. when i let the doctor check for my details n blood pressure, he ask me sooo many things, ask whether i gt eat breakfast or not la, ask me when was my last time attacked by asthma la, ask me gt went into hospital or not la, blah blah blah, then aft checking blood pressure(quite low leh, 110/70, is there any1 can tel me how to check low or not ar??), another nurse check for my blood type, yuan lai i m O type 1, same with mrs Lee, no doubt that i m anak kandung of mrs Lee, hehe.. aft 15-20 minutes, finally i had done my mission---my 250ml of blood was donated out!! yippe!!

at 1st eveything went quite smoothly(except for my blood flow toooooo slow, use quite a long time pump 250ml blood out, haih), i was having my milo for energizer, then i went to toilet n bad things happen... aft i finish my bussiness, the moment when i was going to open the door, everything went dark n i ------ fainted... @_@ then dont know already passed how long i woke up n realised that i fainted for FIRST time in school toilet, haih.. luckily didnt hurt or what, if not realy die~~

till now i didnt told my mom, scared to scare her, she doesnt allow me to donate blood n now i fainted because of this, so really dont know how to tell her, should i tell her?? or juz keep quiet?? haih.. this is not my first time to faint, everytime when i faint sure gt ppl bside me so even if i din told my mom sure she ll know from other ppl, i dont want her to worry bout me, i want to show that i can take care of myself, i m not so weak.. anyway, quite happy to donate blood, feel so gud to help others.. i want to donate for 2nd time cause can get a free anti-hepatitis B injection.. ^^

3) 13th of may, 2008 - my FIRST time went to parlimen of msia. This time no nervous no scare but excited.. Never been to parlimen before, so quite curious bout all the stuff inside, somemore in this 2 weeks dewan rakyat gt meetings so maybe i can terserempak some parliamens like karpal singh, teresa kwok, lim guan eng, lim kit siang, or even abdullah, feel excited even think bout this.. when v step into dewan rakyat, it was so quiet n the 1st person i saw was the 1 who sitting on the highest place -- Yang Dipertua, he is the 1 who incharge of this meeting, heard my teacher said beliau berhak untuk off seseorang mic dan tidak membenarkannya bercakap, even abdullah.. wah.. so powerful man.. i wan2 sit his place oh.. >.<

on that day we didnt saw many parliamens, the few i knew is lim guan eng lo, wah his speech so straight forward man, terus pijak goverment oh, didnt give any face leh, so brave, geng ar! and then i saw teresa kwok, she was brave too, talk so loud during meeting, not scared of dihalau 1, realy 服了他们.. orz orz n i also saw the 1 who argued with karpal singh on the 1st day of meeting 1(neh the 1 who scold karpal "monkey" n asked him to stand up to talk 1), 4got his name, i called him fat man, he kept come in go out, dont know what was he doing, maybe karpal didnt came nobody let him to argue with so feel bored gua, haha.. bt the most geram 1 is when a BN guy stand up to talk, all he trying to say was stupid noncense thing, he kept saying bout UMNO how good how good la, malay how good how good la, n even 搬all sejarah out, what mat salleh la, tok janggut la, blah blah blah, sooo stupid 1, all he said was nothing connected to the topic 1, realy wan2 throw my shoes to his stupid face err, geramnya!!!

when v going to leave i saw khairi(abdullah's son-in-law, not many ppl know him though), quite young wor, n his look not alike malays common face leh, more looks lik star in bollywood, haha.. so young, just lik fresh graduate, dont understand y abdullah so listen to him ar?? what also ask for khairi's opinion, he realy so geng meh? if realy so then UMNO wont lose so much in election lar, haih..

4) 15th of may, 2008 -- my FIRST time went to perhimpunan hari belia. I never heard this thing before, went to bukit jalil with girl guides to attend this assembly. quite bored so nothing to describe, i went there from 12pm to 6sumthing, xienzz~~~ all perfomances realy realy bored, all malay singers, what delima la, henry or wat la, maybe quite popular cuz all malays scream for them but i realy dont know who r they, the only 1 i knew was karen kong, but she sang malay songs so i didnt feel any excited oso.. til 4sumthing abdullah finally appeared, he was so funny when giving speech, when finish saying something, every1 screamed for him n then he continued his speech n ppl sreamed again, weird.. what so excited oh?? aft the opening ceremony abdullah leave n its time for us to go home too, finally.... @_@ damn tired although didnt do anything, next time if gt this kind of things again, for god sake i wont go again!!

tired...

Its been quite a long time i didnt update my blog, lazy n busssssssssssssy.... i had promise myself not 2 on9 for 1 month as to prepare my exam except for checking mail and writing blog. Actualy i gt lots of things that wanted to write down but i m really really too tired to type or even MOVE my fingers.

In the past two weeks almost everyday i felt asleep when studying or doing homeworks, @_@ gosh!!! being soooooooo exhausted, sounds like i m getting older and older, but i try not to show my tired look infront of ppl since it doesnt gets any help so what i can do is try to make every1 around me happy and not too stress especially the 1 who sit infront of me, haha.. really getting bored of life like this, as cha poh said, y v need 2 suffer????!!!!!! haih.. sometimes even hope that the THING "knowledge" doesnt exist in this world so that v dont need 2 suffer like this.. haih... (dont know already "haih" how many times, haih....)

tired of living a so-called life~~~

Taiping Nang(太平人)

我今晚去了位于IoImall对面的一家名为“太平人”的食馆吃晚餐（哇，开场白好长噢），这家可不是普通的食馆哦，“厚价”（好吃）和“阿贤人情味”可是曾经来过这家食馆做访问呢！据说这家的食物很有古早味，还有种“妈妈”的味道，而且厨师是位高龄阿嬷哦（好像是七十多岁吧），所以我妈说要来尝尝看，这可是我第一次去由“阿贤”介绍的餐馆吃东西，也不知道为什么心里有种莫名的兴奋，感觉好像傻婆哦，哈哈。。^^

没有看astro aec的人应该不懂谁是阿贤吧，现在就由我来做个简介吧，阿贤是位主持人，他主持的节目名为“阿贤人情味”，是个美食节目，这个节目可是红遍全马呀，几乎每个被他介绍过的餐馆都会有络绎不绝的客人，座位天天爆满的哦！而这家食馆也不例外，我们一到达现场时还真的没有位子做，而且还有几位客人在等位子呢，幸亏我们才等了一会儿就在角落里找到了六人座位的位子坐了下来。我妈点了个套餐A，有三菜一汤，分别是asam hu(亚三鱼),萨裹（应该是酱写吧）,还有一样我忘了叫什么名的菜，好像是什么腌猪肉的，哈哈，吃菜不懂菜名，真paiseh....

在等待食物上桌的过程中，我望了望四周的东西，正如阿贤所介绍的，这家食馆的确摆了很多婆婆那个年代的东西，有他们以前人用的“铁夹万”，也就是我们所谓的保险箱，还有旧风扇，还有婆婆的那些铁碗铁碟，全都是些有纪念性的东西，难怪会有“妈妈”的味道。。

等了十分钟左右，终于上菜了！我真的是饿到。。尝了几口，说真的，这家食馆的菜色还真不赖，尤其是那个不懂什么名字的猪肉，好好吃哦，肉质很好，嫩嫩的，也很够味，真的还满不错。。^^ 我还听说在这家食馆添饭是不用加钱的，那就是说免费的咯，我本来还想加饭的说，不过吃完一碟后就饱得不得了，so取消了这个念头。。

接下来做得蠢事就是拍照咯，不过只拍了几张，原本还想和阿贤的poster合照，哈哈，不过那里人多觉得不好意思so就没拍到咯，唉！遗憾遗憾。。不过这家食馆真的不错，我妈说下次还要再来，下次就要尝尝他们的rojak还有bubur cha cha。。。大家有空不妨也去试试哦！！^^

这是我家小妹，后面的那些图画才是我要拍的，嘻嘻。。 我妈和小妹可吃得津津有味呢... (后面那个东东不知到底是羽球拍还是苍蝇拍呢???)

我和小妹的合照，头发有点乱... 由于是晚上，所以拍得很朦（handphone拍是酱的啦）,导致我的半边脸看不见，一片黑暗.....><