MUET

MUET----Malaysia University English Test(i think) is a NIGHTMARE for me!!!!! i was taking this test yesterday, so panic so nervous so scare!!! even had a terribly horribly dream aft the test..(i dreamt that i have missed my MUET speaking test n gt a failed marks, arghhhhh....>.<)

i m already not good in writing eng essay and now even want me to speak in eng, OMG..... this is a BIG disaster for me, so, to handle this terrible thing, i had have a practice with soo mun n mok on the day before the test, the practice was sooooo terrible, i think i m only able to get band 3, how can i going to speak well with this cacat eng??? this time really really die...

on the MUET day, i was soooooo nervous as our group was the last group to present, as you all know, the last group always receive bad comments.. haih.. while waiting in the waiting room(i had been waiting from 10sumthing til 1.30pm!! waited for so long..), i called chen chen n ask her bout tips to pass(no cheat at all as our topic werent the same) n soo mun also called me ask bout the situation here, v chat n chat til ivy's group came bac, oh no.... its our turn!!!! its time............ to die.....

when v get into the classroom, the atmosphere was sooooo weird, too quiet and boring, it maked me felt more panic and heart beated so fast til kenot breath, arghhhhh... help me... i was sooooo scare man, my hand kept shaking n i kenot hold the pencil tightly, damn malu... i tried to calm down as i saw leng jie n li lih wrote lots of points, so i tried to concentrate n think what point i hav n what point can i use to speak individually later(v gt task A which hav to present individually n task B which present in a group)....

dik dok dik dok.... time passed by~~~~~

finally, i finished my task A, it was terribly lousy, i kept ergh ergh ergh, although gt shout out some points but i think i kenot get well in this task, haih.. luckily i was given chance to speak a lot in task B as may xian kept asking me some weird weird questions(for eg, she asked me y i thought my opinion is right but actualy i was agree with li lih's opinion XD) n leng jie kept argue with me cause i was disagree with her opinion, she looked so confident and it maked me felt lik i have to fight bac, that situation really felt like i was debating, haha..

then aft the conclusion, ms yong yong moi said may xian looked like "dai go"(大哥)cause she kept asking ppl "what do u think" or "what u mean by" n seldom gave opinion, ms leela said she was "tok lalang", dont hav own ideas, haha.. anyway, teacher said v r the most interactions group cause v really spoke like in a discussion and did quite ok.. ms yong moi moi also applaud li lih that she elaborated the points quite well as she gt adding "firstly, secondly, besides that......" and leng jie too looked so confident n spoke so loudly, even v all convinced by her n finally agreed with her opinion(actualy at start v all already decide to agree with her, haha..)

lastly, this burden finally can threw away and i wan2 thank to all my group members----may xian, leng jie n li lih, thanks for being my dearest group members!! arigato gozaimasu!! now i have to face another disaster-----bio n math exam!!!! haih.. stress stress stress.....X.X