resign

yor..... I've been waited for so long, everytime me also scare to say, sooooo useless man.. but last last week fianlly I passed the resignation letter to my senior colleague, she said she couldn't make any decision about this coz since I didn't give 1 month notice as what the contract mentioned, so they have to discuss 1st then only decide whether my resign approved or not..

死啦！！ Me so scare leh, scare they really dont wana let me go ler, haih, and yeah things happened as what I expected.. They really have had a meeting about this and the final decision was---- I must work til the end of April if I want my March salary... T.T

Haiz... Who ask me til now only resign, sure cannot give 1 month notice lor, sure cannot leave in end of March lor... Haiz... Kena scold some more, cannot get my March salary some more, haih... 自己拿来衰的，唉～

But he really scold very teruk man... “你酱子等于是出卖我你知道吗？讲好了做到5月尾的吗，什么意思现在？你签的agreement 当作是废纸是吗？你在欺骗我欺骗公司咧！你酱子拍拍屁股就走人那那些工作怎么办？因为你所以要停在那边啊？讲一句我要读书就可以走啊？如果我是那间学校啊，本来录取你啊，然后在开学前一天跟你讲你不用来啊我们reject你啊，酱你会怎样？是不是会气死？”

“不是讲我贪钱啦，我不在乎这些的！不过我用钱请你回来就是希望你可以帮到公司吗！你觉得我用酱的薪水请你值得吗？RM1200咧！不是小数目你知道吗？连做了很多年的老师都没有你酱高薪啊！我不觉得我给少你咯！你自己想啦！你觉得你值这个价咩？你去外面问问看，刚刚毕业又没有经验的有你酱高薪吗？而且你是 admin but 我给你做的工作都是很简单的咧！是general clerk 做的咧！人家外面请general clerk 也是七八百吧了咧！你自己想啦！我有给少你咩？”

我无言咯，因为我是真的有错啦，who ask me to break the agreement wo, haih... but he really very 贱lo, 咒我进不到大学酱，and he scold 到very over leh, thought i don't know jiang, eh, I am STPM leh, not SPM leh, all my frens ar, at least got 1200 pay 1 leh, where got 800 so little wo, 骗我小孩子不知道啊！1200 only leh, want me work til dead meh? sot de...

“Ms Lee 啊我其实很欣赏你的文笔的，你是可以读书的人来的，不过啊从你做事看啊，你这个人啊，不会做人啊！读酱多书有什么用？这种人做不到大事的我跟你讲。为什么有人啊可以20多30岁就酱有钱做百万生意？为什么有些人穷一辈子？为什么有些人一世都住在taman kinrara？你看我就知道啦，那些跟我同年级的人啊，跟我谈不上两三句的（我的boss 30出头吧了），为什么？因为他们不会做事啦！现在的年轻人就是酱啦！做什么都不用负责任的！做到不爽拍拍屁股就走的！”

wah... he very cruel man, ya la, he really very young and already own a company but he never thought why his employees never stop changing 1 oh, the one who work the longest time was just only 3 months leh, he never thought that its his problem, never 反省 1, 现在还得罪全部住Taman Kinrara 的人咯，住在Taman Kinrara的就是穷人啦？他住Aman Sari 就很有钱啦？自己做到老板就是很geng啦？他还不是因为有一个做院长的妈妈当靠山，ceh, 酱geng搬去tropicana住啦笨！真是的！把人家踩到一文不值！没有想过自己有问题的！

after that he said he I can go whenver I want, “你要走啊现在就可以走的啦，去啦，去收拾你的东西走啦！酱你就不用给我骂了咯！不过我不会给你3月的薪水啊！coz you break the agreement 1st what for I want to give you your salary?" he said he will hold my March salary until I work til the end of April or at least got people take over my job, haih.. what to do? have to work lo...

haih... have to suffer for 1 more month... so regret for not telling them earlier, if not I can leave earlier and get my salary also... haih... 为什么我酱快就面对残酷的社会？我连大学都还没读咧，酱快就给我酱残忍的考验！！我的朋友都做到很爽咧，就算做到很累很闲很辛苦但至少不用对着酱的老板甚至还可以讲不要做就不用做那种，我咧？根本没得选咧，还要做到要生要死那种，唉！！怨叹啊！

update

i forgot to upload these photos last time so decided to upload today. I think these photos taken on last last sunday ba, that day i went to pyramid shopping with my family..

I promised my aunt that i'll belanja her makan as to celebrate her birthday so we went to a sushi place, i think people who been there before know which place i'm talking about after seeing those photos.. ^^

that lunch spent me more than 100 bucks leh, luckily my dearest mom willing to share half half with me, if not i really pk lor...

dont know why my phone got this pic 1, I think my sis took it when she was trying a cap, dont wana waste it so i upload together.. ^^

this place got provide a computer for us to order food, easy & convenient, just that my mom dont know how to use it XD
this lamp really attracted me, just like kinda "nest lamp", haha..
I was having my Bibimbab in a sushi place ^o^
Now only i realized that my sis was posing the same pose with me LOL


is this the first time my mommy showing her cute face in my blog?? hmm.. have to keep it nicely then.. lol

BOSS=GOD?

damn no mood today!!! kena shoot again!!!! this time very teruk man, use more than 2 hours to scold me, make me damn fish la~~~ T.T 不管啦！！我的怨恨一定要在blog发泄一下，不然会睡不着！！

真是的！什么都骂！！不是我的错也骂！！自己找不到hard disk cover 关我屁事咩！！明明就摆在自己座位上还要讲我为什么不懂他的东西在哪里, ceh! 我是 admin 咧，不是 secretary 咧, this kinda thing i need to handle also meh!!! like that also can scold!!! what the $#%@!!! when he couldn't found the cover 还讲什么“你到底在做什么的？问你什么都不懂！唉哟！我请你回来是要你帮我不是我帮你的咧！不然公司出粮给你做什么？没听过拿人钱财替人消灾啊？真是气死我！”

搞错！me no experienced 1 leh, 当初我来应征的是老师咧，又不是 admin! 我才19岁咧！请我的时候就知道我没经验啦，你 expect 我给你什么喔？我自问可以做到酱已经很好了咯，从什么都不懂做到现在可以应付琐碎的业务，还是自己学的那种，已经不错了咧！人家做 promoter 都有人指导了才开工的啦，我都没有咧，还讲我什么都不问，哎呀，我问了你不是又回答我“这些东西应该自己去find out 的嘛！” ceh, 酱我问来爽的啊？真是的！

when i said i need to take result on tues ar, he scold me also, said what “为什么我没有收到你的 leave application form 的？没有人跟我讲喔, 还没有 approve 的咧，为什么你酱迟才讲？那天office 没有人啊，你是不是又要重复 cny 那个事件？我不是不给你请假，只是你为什么这么迟才请？你知道什么是养兵千日，用在一时吗？你不是做一两个礼拜了咧...”

当时的我，无言.....

其实我 thursday night 才知道的咯，of coz friday 才 apply 啦，然后我交给 senior approve 了才可以给的嘛，刚好senior 又在忙，当然赶不及pass 上去啦，唉..... he even ask me “must take 1 ar? cannot postpone meh? cannot take on other day ar? do you think now is the right time to take leave? we r getting more & more busy now you know?我已经很好人了咧，外面大公司的你都没看见识过啊，那些老板啊，直接叫你明天不用来上班的咧！我现在是装钱进你口袋啊！做人不能够酱的，公司出钱给你，你就要有所贡献啊，不是要我迁就你而是你来迁就我的吗！”

ok lo, 酱我不是用 lunch time 去咯， 我当时是哽咽地在讲咧, 给他骂到差点要哭出来了咯，只差眼泪还没掉下来吧了，他还问我 “你确定 lunch time 够时间咩？而且如果那时刚好有家长来询问怎么办？谁来 handle? ” 唉，给他讲到酱，我还敢去拿咩？真是的，是人都担心自己的 result 的啦，拿成绩好像有错酱，还讲什么“现在是 goverment pay you or i pay you? 你要怪就去怪 goverment 为什么好出不出要在那天才出成绩啦！”

我，又再次，无言......

给他从两点骂骂骂，骂到四点多才放人，害我一大堆东西还没做完，赶到半死，没做完又再被骂，唉！！钱难赚啊！！当全部人都下班后，我一个人坐在 office 独自地哭哭哭哭哭泣.......
(我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭~)

有受委屈的感觉咯，从来都没有人酱对待过我，现在真的觉得社会很现实咯，在外面没有人会撑你，只能自己承受，唉.... 我宁愿给学生气到呕血，气到爆血管都不想给人骂到无地自容.... 妈妈说做到酱不开心，叫我下个礼拜就炒掉老板鱿鱼喔，因为需要 one month notice so next week resign 就 ngam 的啦.... hmm.. 其实院长对我很好的咯，只是我的老板很strict 又 yim jim 吧了，唉！都不懂如何是好.....

要钱还是要自尊呢？

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now is time to upload another 1-----> a small gathering with ma gang~~~

我真的真的很久都没和我那gang 联络了，很久没见面，很久没聊天，很久没唱K, 很久没逛街，还有很多很久很久没一起做的傻婆事了，想起中六生活，虽然辛苦, 但真的很怀念啊!!! 至少我们是有福同享、有难同当！！怎样都好过现在的生活吧！每天都要受老板气，受学生气，唉.....
不想长大！！！

我们上个拜六在puchong 的 一间“老镇咖啡店”里举办了一个小型聚会 (这个聚会还是我提议的呢，多亏我不然大家都不知合时能再见呢 ^o^) 出席的当然就是那几位咯---> ivy, chen chen, adeboey, soo mun, ah mok 还有我。 虽然当天下着雨，不过还好每位成员都有出席，连最大牌的梅姐和袁姐也很赏脸地冒着雨来，真是感激不尽啊！！小女在这向你们一鞠躬！！^o^

大家见面时我想应该都很开心吧！至少我是很高兴的啦，大家一坐下就不停地聊，虽然很久没见但还是什么都能聊，八卦、娱乐、政治、时事、社会、近况以及未来的计划，我们都能聊，从晚上7点多聊到差不多10点都还没聊完，可见我们有多久没见啊！要不是怕夜深驾车危险要早回家，我想聊到12点都没问题咧，哈哈.....

虽然这次见面后不知什么时候能再见，不过我想应该很快吧，因为STPM 成绩即将公布，到时我们一定会玩到够本的！！哈哈.... 那天都不知是喜还是忧咯.....

友谊万岁！！！

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hey yo!!!! my little bloggy!!! sorry for letting u hungry, never feed u accordingly since last year, no wonder look so skinny now, haha.. lol okay la, i promise to feed my bloggy at least once a week, if not it really gonna die soon.. XD

hmm.. let's see what can i write today.... hmm.. i can upload my phooooootos (although lots of photos to upload but i could have save more time to write ^o^)

below are "war trophies" taken on sunday (i forgot which sunday ^^") which that day i went to shopping at IOI Mall, although just shop around a small complex but already very happy coz since working i prefer to rest at home rather than go out ^^

this was the most satisfied thing i had bought, really worth buying, thick & nice, till now i still havent finish reading, some more my S.H.E gt more than 6 pages leh, really syok lo~~~
these 2 stuffs my mommy bought in that BXXX shop, one is for me and another 1 is hers, u know what? these 2 little bottles cost around 100+ leh, sooooo expensive...
these 2 pants i bought in NXCHXX shop, one is slim fit pants another 1 is short pants. these 2 pants also cost more than 100+ leh.. luckily my mommy paid for me if not really pk lol