Working place

hehe its time to show you all my working place, i mean, ex-working place, hoho.. but i forgot to take photo on my last day with those cute little kids er, sigh.. really missed them a lot man, miss their laughing, crying, playing and singing... wondering whether they still remember "Ms Lee" or not?? (since they are special kids ma)

this was my office. the table with some "flowers" was my desk and the desk in front of me was my colleague which 2 years younger than me. she is also a fan of anime oh, we both like anime from 宫崎骏, hohoho.. the chair which covered with a brown coat was my another colleague(my boss gf) desk, she was sooooo nice to me and totally different from my boss, she is quite pretty and plays excellent in piano. (She used to perfom piano for Agong oh..)
this is my boss desk. nothing to describe. =.=
see? my desk was soooo near to my boss, thats why i cannot do anything when he was there, he likes to observe what we do during work time. sigh.. soooo much pressure man...
this is standard 4 classroom which is also the largest classroom. i used to sit on the small little chair and mark their books, haha... notice the 2 tables that near the windows? it was specially made for the 2 naughtiest kids in standard 4 so that they wont run here and there but they never sit there during my lesson, lol am i too good?
this is standard 1 classroom. standard 1 students in this school = kindergarten 3 years old. they never listen to people and we never understand what are they talking about, really hard to teach man...
this is standard 2 classroom which is the smallest classroom. really very small, always not enough space for me to run around to catch students, er i mean take them to their seats lol
butterfly classroom = standard 4 classroom. hmm.. i forgot what insect represent standard 2 and 1, if i m not mistaken i think is dragonfly and beetle...
ah ha!! this was the "rotan" i used to beat them coz my ruler was broken when beating them.. its sponge actually, not pain 1, just use to scare them, hahaha...

their timetablethe last day i taught them was thursday which means i got only 1 mathematics lesson in standard 4. (the E represent me)
this is the piano my colleague use to teach them. i seldom enter this room coz they always lock it up to avoid students go inside and play..
hmm.. the one in that picture was my colleague. She received quite a lot of honors and awards for music. envy-nya~~
this is the sofa placed in the piano room. i was curious about this, wondering why they want to buy a sofa since nobody gonna use it wert... hmm.. in my point of view, i think my boss use it to nap lo, coz everytime i saw him went into the room for quite a long time, hmm, sleeping inside there for sure XD
this was the picture i took long long time ago. they are standard 1 students, actually got 10 of them but that day 5 of them were absent. these students are damn rich 1 man, especially the two sitting in front, their parents are very very very sayang them coz they are the only child they have, sayang dao wa beh tahan...

no more working!!!!!

wahahaha... i think everyone knows that I had quit my job ba... wahahaha, so happy of me~~~ never feel sooooo free before, I can do whatever I want, I can wake up and eat at anytime I want, I can watch drama and play games and shopping and sleep and day dream whenever I wanted to do so!!!!! wahahaha... (ki siao me~)

I've never regret on my decision lo.. If this is the job I love and would like to do it for my whole life, I wouldnt feel so burdenless now, just like let go of something heavy and suffering me all the time..

Although I was quite enjoyed my teaching la but I really cannot handle office job wei... not suitable for me.. what I can say is 入错行啦！！maybe be a teacher I still got a bit interest la but office lady, 呵呵。。 not my cup of tea.. no freedom no rights, everyday live like robot, like doll, like zombie, like shit!!!!!

I cant stand without my pride...

sorry boss, I know I was not a good employee but at least I was a helpful one right? thanks for letting me learnt so much, I know that actually you are a good guy(always belanja me makan minum), just that your attitude.... ehem ehem la.. sorry for scolding you so much in my blog but I would never do this again since I quit jo, wahaha..

anyway, thanks my boss, thanks my collegues and teachers who always lend me a helpful hand!!! I am gonna miss you guys a lot!!!!

kena tipu!!!

呼！今天真是倒大霉啦！想不到我聪明一世，也会有给人骗的时候！！真是气死我啦！！！

今天有位老师没来所以我就代替她的位子帮她代课（从早上一直骂骂骂，骂到放工，真是累到。。）所以我从早上就一直在楼上教书，到下午才下来office一下做手头上的job, 没想到就在这个时候我的 collegue 说等下会有位家长要来报名幼儿园，要我准备一下。我当时没多想，反正是 collegue 约见面的，应该是安全的吧。。

当那个家长来到时，我看她手上抱着一个 baby, 旁边又有位看起来好像 form 1 的女儿，so 就觉得 ok 可以让她进来。过后当我交form 给她填时她竟然说抱着 baby 不方便，要我帮她填，我也不以为意帮她填咯，毕竞是 customer 嘛。。

她那时一直说很赶等下要见客叫我们快一点（她说在 old town white coffee 附近新开了间boutique喔，都不知是不是真的。。），我和我的collegue 就有点手忙脚乱帮她处理这个处理那个，我就一直忙着帮她填form，她说她的两个女儿要报名，还有一个是朋友的儿子，我就帮她填资料，她还把IC交给我填，然后又给我手提号码，好像很热忱酱，而且又没有问学费就报名，怎知。。。。。

她填完后说要先回去见客，过后才拿cheque 过来，要我们准备衣服书包之类的，我们就一直说ok, ok, ok 咯。结果她回去后，是有打过一次电话来问价钱，不过问到一半就断线了。我们之后打电话过去就再也打不通了。。 after that 我们就发现我桌子上那个小小个，公司专用的handphone 不见了！！我找了整个office 都找不到，心想不知是不是有人偷走了，可是其他的东西也没有不见啊，我桌上的 camera 没有不见，so 就一直很疑惑到底去了哪里。。

后来过了几个小时我的 collegue 就说可能是刚才那个家长偷走了，我们一直联络不到她，我就吓到一下。。then 赶快去检查那张form, 发现很多疑点：她来时说自己是 ms wong, 可是填的资料是女儿姓 mok, 自己的IC 姓 tham, 哪里有可能咧？还有就是她说她女儿今年3岁，资料却写2004年出生，照理说今年应该5岁了啊，而且她从来没问关于课程啊学费啊那些应该问的问题，我当时真的是气到。。

为什么当时没有注意到咧？不会是被迷傻了吧。。真的很笨咯，酱多疑点酱容易拆穿的诈骗我竟然会上当！！以前看报纸是有讲过有个妇女带着孩子在 puchong 骗过很多间幼儿园，没想到今天竟然骗到我这里来！！真的是气死我！！

不过幸好只给她偷走了很旧的 samxxxx handphone, 其他东西没有不见，我的bag 幸好是放在桌子下面不是椅子上，不然真的是损失惨重！！唉！连酱ciplak 的handphone 也要偷，现在真的是世风日下，世界都不知变到什么样子去了！！

今天老板不在所以也没有责怪，不过明天就不知道咯。。还好我明天 on leave, 不然真的会被 shoot 到。。。如果星期三回去老板还要继续骂的话，herk!!!! 我就跟那个臭笨蛋家长势不两立，有不共戴天之仇！！连我都敢骗！不要再给我看到她！！不然真的会要她的命！！这世上是有因果的！！真的希望苍天保佑她，让她长命百岁，疾病缠身，被孩子背弃，有样学样，把她丢去做乞丐，乞食终老，横死街边！！哇哈哈哈哈。。（不要怀疑，全是我的肺腑之言，皆因我被骗到 sot 了。。。）

在此奉劝各位在幼儿园做工的朋友们，要小心咯，可能下个就轮到你了。。。

resign

yor..... I've been waited for so long, everytime me also scare to say, sooooo useless man.. but last last week fianlly I passed the resignation letter to my senior colleague, she said she couldn't make any decision about this coz since I didn't give 1 month notice as what the contract mentioned, so they have to discuss 1st then only decide whether my resign approved or not..

死啦！！ Me so scare leh, scare they really dont wana let me go ler, haih, and yeah things happened as what I expected.. They really have had a meeting about this and the final decision was---- I must work til the end of April if I want my March salary... T.T

Haiz... Who ask me til now only resign, sure cannot give 1 month notice lor, sure cannot leave in end of March lor... Haiz... Kena scold some more, cannot get my March salary some more, haih... 自己拿来衰的，唉～

But he really scold very teruk man... “你酱子等于是出卖我你知道吗？讲好了做到5月尾的吗，什么意思现在？你签的agreement 当作是废纸是吗？你在欺骗我欺骗公司咧！你酱子拍拍屁股就走人那那些工作怎么办？因为你所以要停在那边啊？讲一句我要读书就可以走啊？如果我是那间学校啊，本来录取你啊，然后在开学前一天跟你讲你不用来啊我们reject你啊，酱你会怎样？是不是会气死？”

“不是讲我贪钱啦，我不在乎这些的！不过我用钱请你回来就是希望你可以帮到公司吗！你觉得我用酱的薪水请你值得吗？RM1200咧！不是小数目你知道吗？连做了很多年的老师都没有你酱高薪啊！我不觉得我给少你咯！你自己想啦！你觉得你值这个价咩？你去外面问问看，刚刚毕业又没有经验的有你酱高薪吗？而且你是 admin but 我给你做的工作都是很简单的咧！是general clerk 做的咧！人家外面请general clerk 也是七八百吧了咧！你自己想啦！我有给少你咩？”

我无言咯，因为我是真的有错啦，who ask me to break the agreement wo, haih... but he really very 贱lo, 咒我进不到大学酱，and he scold 到very over leh, thought i don't know jiang, eh, I am STPM leh, not SPM leh, all my frens ar, at least got 1200 pay 1 leh, where got 800 so little wo, 骗我小孩子不知道啊！1200 only leh, want me work til dead meh? sot de...

“Ms Lee 啊我其实很欣赏你的文笔的，你是可以读书的人来的，不过啊从你做事看啊，你这个人啊，不会做人啊！读酱多书有什么用？这种人做不到大事的我跟你讲。为什么有人啊可以20多30岁就酱有钱做百万生意？为什么有些人穷一辈子？为什么有些人一世都住在taman kinrara？你看我就知道啦，那些跟我同年级的人啊，跟我谈不上两三句的（我的boss 30出头吧了），为什么？因为他们不会做事啦！现在的年轻人就是酱啦！做什么都不用负责任的！做到不爽拍拍屁股就走的！”

wah... he very cruel man, ya la, he really very young and already own a company but he never thought why his employees never stop changing 1 oh, the one who work the longest time was just only 3 months leh, he never thought that its his problem, never 反省 1, 现在还得罪全部住Taman Kinrara 的人咯，住在Taman Kinrara的就是穷人啦？他住Aman Sari 就很有钱啦？自己做到老板就是很geng啦？他还不是因为有一个做院长的妈妈当靠山，ceh, 酱geng搬去tropicana住啦笨！真是的！把人家踩到一文不值！没有想过自己有问题的！

after that he said he I can go whenver I want, “你要走啊现在就可以走的啦，去啦，去收拾你的东西走啦！酱你就不用给我骂了咯！不过我不会给你3月的薪水啊！coz you break the agreement 1st what for I want to give you your salary?" he said he will hold my March salary until I work til the end of April or at least got people take over my job, haih.. what to do? have to work lo...

haih... have to suffer for 1 more month... so regret for not telling them earlier, if not I can leave earlier and get my salary also... haih... 为什么我酱快就面对残酷的社会？我连大学都还没读咧，酱快就给我酱残忍的考验！！我的朋友都做到很爽咧，就算做到很累很闲很辛苦但至少不用对着酱的老板甚至还可以讲不要做就不用做那种，我咧？根本没得选咧，还要做到要生要死那种，唉！！怨叹啊！

BOSS=GOD?

damn no mood today!!! kena shoot again!!!! this time very teruk man, use more than 2 hours to scold me, make me damn fish la~~~ T.T 不管啦！！我的怨恨一定要在blog发泄一下，不然会睡不着！！

真是的！什么都骂！！不是我的错也骂！！自己找不到hard disk cover 关我屁事咩！！明明就摆在自己座位上还要讲我为什么不懂他的东西在哪里, ceh! 我是 admin 咧，不是 secretary 咧, this kinda thing i need to handle also meh!!! like that also can scold!!! what the $#%@!!! when he couldn't found the cover 还讲什么“你到底在做什么的？问你什么都不懂！唉哟！我请你回来是要你帮我不是我帮你的咧！不然公司出粮给你做什么？没听过拿人钱财替人消灾啊？真是气死我！”

搞错！me no experienced 1 leh, 当初我来应征的是老师咧，又不是 admin! 我才19岁咧！请我的时候就知道我没经验啦，你 expect 我给你什么喔？我自问可以做到酱已经很好了咯，从什么都不懂做到现在可以应付琐碎的业务，还是自己学的那种，已经不错了咧！人家做 promoter 都有人指导了才开工的啦，我都没有咧，还讲我什么都不问，哎呀，我问了你不是又回答我“这些东西应该自己去find out 的嘛！” ceh, 酱我问来爽的啊？真是的！

when i said i need to take result on tues ar, he scold me also, said what “为什么我没有收到你的 leave application form 的？没有人跟我讲喔, 还没有 approve 的咧，为什么你酱迟才讲？那天office 没有人啊，你是不是又要重复 cny 那个事件？我不是不给你请假，只是你为什么这么迟才请？你知道什么是养兵千日，用在一时吗？你不是做一两个礼拜了咧...”

当时的我，无言.....

其实我 thursday night 才知道的咯，of coz friday 才 apply 啦，然后我交给 senior approve 了才可以给的嘛，刚好senior 又在忙，当然赶不及pass 上去啦，唉..... he even ask me “must take 1 ar? cannot postpone meh? cannot take on other day ar? do you think now is the right time to take leave? we r getting more & more busy now you know?我已经很好人了咧，外面大公司的你都没看见识过啊，那些老板啊，直接叫你明天不用来上班的咧！我现在是装钱进你口袋啊！做人不能够酱的，公司出钱给你，你就要有所贡献啊，不是要我迁就你而是你来迁就我的吗！”

ok lo, 酱我不是用 lunch time 去咯， 我当时是哽咽地在讲咧, 给他骂到差点要哭出来了咯，只差眼泪还没掉下来吧了，他还问我 “你确定 lunch time 够时间咩？而且如果那时刚好有家长来询问怎么办？谁来 handle? ” 唉，给他讲到酱，我还敢去拿咩？真是的，是人都担心自己的 result 的啦，拿成绩好像有错酱，还讲什么“现在是 goverment pay you or i pay you? 你要怪就去怪 goverment 为什么好出不出要在那天才出成绩啦！”

我，又再次，无言......

给他从两点骂骂骂，骂到四点多才放人，害我一大堆东西还没做完，赶到半死，没做完又再被骂，唉！！钱难赚啊！！当全部人都下班后，我一个人坐在 office 独自地哭哭哭哭哭泣.......
(我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭~)

有受委屈的感觉咯，从来都没有人酱对待过我，现在真的觉得社会很现实咯，在外面没有人会撑你，只能自己承受，唉.... 我宁愿给学生气到呕血，气到爆血管都不想给人骂到无地自容.... 妈妈说做到酱不开心，叫我下个礼拜就炒掉老板鱿鱼喔，因为需要 one month notice so next week resign 就 ngam 的啦.... hmm.. 其实院长对我很好的咯，只是我的老板很strict 又 yim jim 吧了，唉！都不懂如何是好.....

要钱还是要自尊呢？

working place

hey yo! nothing to update so juz upload this photo and let guys see what is my office look like, i mean, my table.. ^^ this is my working table, quite neat rite? coz this photo i took it long long time ago, now already very messy, coz too many works to do, lots of documents and files on my table til i cant find where is my handphone, haha.. (the pink color little bag in the pic is my handphone)

but i didnt take any photo since that coz really very busy la, everyday lots of works to do, although sounds easy job la, like type complaining letter, prepare document, make calls, fax, write report, do some simple account, etc. bt this kinda things already make me mad leh, u know la, me not professional 1 leh, only a STPM girl(not even got the result yet), nothing inside me 1, except some science thing, but my job not even related to PV=nRT leh!!!!

some more everyday kena shoot by boss, "u have to be more aggressive, dont always want me to ask you then only you do"(no experience ma), "you have to keep everything P&C, not simply give other people our company's address"(what?! address also cannot?!), "i found that you always blur blur 1, what also dont know, if you still cannot improve ar then i better hire other people"(i really dont know ma, want me to pretend what wo=.=)

haiz... 读书难！！赚钱，更难啊！！！everyday stress stress stress!!! although i teach for only 3 hours at noon but i really feel more happier when teaching those "abnormal students", although everyone of them got some mentally problems like ADHD, PDD or autism (i think is kinda psychology terms) but they are really very cute!!! at least better than my boss la....

i really do enjoy teaching, i even have a thought that i want to study something related to education, especially for special education, but that's only thought la, i dont know whether i can handle or not, maybe i ll gone mad after teaching for more than half years, haha.. but i really love them though, they are so cute~~

wah.. at 1st i just want to upload the photo but unconsciously me already wrote so much, haha.. am i complain too much?? lol