i m bac!

wah..... its been very long time didnt on9 le(actualy 1 week only..), miss my blog soooooo much!!! my lovely blog~~ muacksssss!!!!! i m bac!!!!!

2day my fren gav her mortal a BIG gift, yerrrr.... all r my favourite leh, she was sooooo good, i didnt giv my mortal anything, only some sweets though.. yerr.... bu shuang, her mortal so 幸福, i also want~~>.<>

tomorrow i m going 2 Submit!!! joe 郑元畅 ll go there for autography session i think.. finally i can see his real person le!!!! he is sooooooo hAnDSOmE!!!! argh!!!! happy-nya~~^^ hope to see him closely, then take lots of photos, then let my aunt c, wakaka.... cant wait for tomorrow~~~

angry + happy

i hate to attend any activity on saturday, why should v suffer like this? because of this stupid camp i had to change all my planning on sat, i had to attend lots of tuitions on weekdays(usually on sat) and i have to go cha poh's house late and with tiring body... what the hack!!! realy bu shuang..... >.<

that stubborn teacher was not asking us to go but forcing!!! how can she force us to do things v dont like???!!!! what leadership camp? duh? v r already upper six and now only need "leadership"? what kind of leadership can v learn? she know that v r busy preparing our exam or not? how cum she stil want us to go? if v gt reasons not to go she ll "blah blah blah lots of stuff", hey cum on! this is our rights not to go isnt it? maybe some parents are not allow or maybe some really got important things to do ma, why must us compulsary to go? damn!!!

hate to wake up soooooo early on sat, its my slEEpiNg day leh..... hate!!!!! i have to do all my hw before sat cause its no time for me to do after that, lagi hAtE!!!! my eyes bengkak somemore stil cannot sleep well, hAtE hAtE hAtE!!!!! hate Yxx!!!!!

phew... now my 气顺a bit jo~~~~^^

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tomorrow i ll go cha poh's house stay overnight 玩通宵, yoohoo!!! really long time didnt gather and play dao sot since cha poh went to Australia.. haiz.. bt now she was back!! so v must take this chance to stay at her house again and play til midnight!!! wahaha.. i want to see how is cha poh looks like now?? heard weng yan said she fat liao wor, wakaka.. fat teapot~~

cant wait for tomorrow~~hope v can hav fun~~

bad day

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! unbelievable!!!!! i failed my chemistry paper!!!!!!! my hp hang gei somemore, virus attack!!! argh!!!!!!!! gonna die...... x.x

"我的天空今天有点灰，我的心是个落叶的季节～
我不知道如何度过今夜，所有的灯早已经全都熄灭～～" (555555.......T.T)

i confess that i didnt work so hard for chem but i did study a lot, i thought maybe i could gt at least a pass bt now not even pass!! my god...... how could i able to face my mom? argh..... wana cry when i gt my paper back, my mood damnly down...... how can i sit for stpm with stupid result like this?? sure cannot gt even a B, damn!!

must study really really hard for next time, i cannot take risk to fail anymore, everytime i told myself to study hard bt i never do so and aft that i find lots of excuses for myself... "because u sick ma", "because u dont have enough time to study ma", "because teacher didnt teach well ma" etc etc. oh come on, i know exactly why i did so bad, its all my fault!! i didnt study well and its the only reason why i gt bad result like this!!! ppl told me play hard study also hard bt i play harder than study!!! gosh......@~@

i dont want to feel regret anymore, i dont want to waste my time anymore and i dont want to feel sorry for my parents and teachers anymore!!! STUDY!!!!!!! WORK HARD!!!!!!! AIM FOR A IN STPM!!!!! Fighting Fighting Fighting!!! (bersemangat again~~)

gonna study reproduction now~~~~

exam

argh!!!!! this time i m going to die!!!! my exam is on next monday and i m stil on9-ing here, shouldnt i suppose to stay in my bedroom and study now???? what m i doing??? arghhhh!!!!!!!

feel no mood to study arrrrr, everytime also cannot finish studies, althought sometimes do finish but the result stil so bad... feeling dissappointed.. why my life surrounded with nonstop exam?? why should i study? what is the purpose i study for? is the exam really so important for me? if the next day i m going to die ll i stil care for those stupid exams?? argh~~~~

feel guity everyday, two weeks of holidays had passed and i did nOThINg!! everyday live like a pig, sleep for hours watch tv for hours on9 for hours eat for hours and one day passed, without doing AnYThiNG....

knew what is my problem(lAzYnESS~~) but didnt try to fix it though... thinking of give up for exam, just fail it larr, so what? nothing affect wert, just gt some scolding ba ler ma.. argh!!! when did i become so neGAtiVE?? what m i going to do????? cry for help~~~~T.T

"i try to make it happen

try to make it alright

i know i make mistakes

i'm living life day to day

it's never really easy but its ok~"


go to dig my bio now~~~ @_@(wake up wake up on a saturday nite~~~~~~~)