bad day

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! unbelievable!!!!! i failed my chemistry paper!!!!!!! my hp hang gei somemore, virus attack!!! argh!!!!!!!! gonna die...... x.x

"我的天空今天有点灰，我的心是个落叶的季节～
我不知道如何度过今夜，所有的灯早已经全都熄灭～～" (555555.......T.T)

i confess that i didnt work so hard for chem but i did study a lot, i thought maybe i could gt at least a pass bt now not even pass!! my god...... how could i able to face my mom? argh..... wana cry when i gt my paper back, my mood damnly down...... how can i sit for stpm with stupid result like this?? sure cannot gt even a B, damn!!

must study really really hard for next time, i cannot take risk to fail anymore, everytime i told myself to study hard bt i never do so and aft that i find lots of excuses for myself... "because u sick ma", "because u dont have enough time to study ma", "because teacher didnt teach well ma" etc etc. oh come on, i know exactly why i did so bad, its all my fault!! i didnt study well and its the only reason why i gt bad result like this!!! ppl told me play hard study also hard bt i play harder than study!!! gosh......@~@

i dont want to feel regret anymore, i dont want to waste my time anymore and i dont want to feel sorry for my parents and teachers anymore!!! STUDY!!!!!!! WORK HARD!!!!!!! AIM FOR A IN STPM!!!!! Fighting Fighting Fighting!!! (bersemangat again~~)

gonna study reproduction now~~~~