Sunday, June 8, 2008

exam

argh!!!!! this time i m going to die!!!! my exam is on next monday and i m stil on9-ing here, shouldnt i suppose to stay in my bedroom and study now???? what m i doing??? arghhhh!!!!!!!

feel no mood to study arrrrr, everytime also cannot finish studies, althought sometimes do finish but the result stil so bad... feeling dissappointed.. why my life surrounded with nonstop exam?? why should i study? what is the purpose i study for? is the exam really so important for me? if the next day i m going to die ll i stil care for those stupid exams?? argh~~~~

feel guity everyday, two weeks of holidays had passed and i did nOThINg!! everyday live like a pig, sleep for hours watch tv for hours on9 for hours eat for hours and one day passed, without doing AnYThiNG....

knew what is my problem(lAzYnESS~~) but didnt try to fix it though... thinking of give up for exam, just fail it larr, so what? nothing affect wert, just gt some scolding ba ler ma.. argh!!! when did i become so neGAtiVE?? what m i going to do????? cry for help~~~~T.T

"i try to make it happen

try to make it alright

i know i make mistakes

i'm living life day to day

it's never really easy but its ok~"


go to dig my bio now~~~ @_@(wake up wake up on a saturday nite~~~~~~~)

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